Sunday, February 27, 2005
um. haha
results are gonna be out soon.
gee. the moment of truth ah.
on monday.
either i stay in mj or not.
i guess i wont.
gee. dunoe.
i hope that i wont stay.
=p
i dunnoe wor.
i dun wanna to stay. i wanna to go vj lol.
now on the fone with my dar-link jason.
he's like listening lol. den i'm like yakking.
hm. kie he's nice.
closin is fun =p
i love the closing grp.
but today no darling. so sianz. haha.
i supposed to miss him lol.
results are gonna be out soon.
gee. the moment of truth ah.
on monday.
either i stay in mj or not.
i guess i wont.
gee. dunoe.
i hope that i wont stay.
=p
i dunnoe wor.
i dun wanna to stay. i wanna to go vj lol.
now on the fone with my dar-link jason.
he's like listening lol. den i'm like yakking.
hm. kie he's nice.
closin is fun =p
i love the closing grp.
but today no darling. so sianz. haha.
i supposed to miss him lol.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
12:27 AM
12:27 AM
Thursday, February 24, 2005
heh.
i dun like this feeling.
i dun have a fone.
my mum havin cold waR with me.
i hate this.
hai. n to add it on.
he's goin out with her today.
am i supposed to feel better?
oh my fone went for a swim ydae
so yah. now cannot on.
i dun wanna change leh.
so mani precious things inside lol.
but hai i dunnoe.
a new beginning i suppose.
i dun wanna to start anew.
results coming on so soon olso.
on monday. scary.
really got nothing to say lol.
why muz everything all come at the same time.
goin crazy soon le. arGH...
to that someone out there.
i dunno whethert she'll see ma.
girl.
no matter wad i'm here kie.
dun ever give up on yourself.
i might not in a very good position to give you much of an advice but
then i wanna to let you know i love you.
jesus love you too. -huggies-
i dun like this feeling.
i dun have a fone.
my mum havin cold waR with me.
i hate this.
hai. n to add it on.
he's goin out with her today.
am i supposed to feel better?
oh my fone went for a swim ydae
so yah. now cannot on.
i dun wanna change leh.
so mani precious things inside lol.
but hai i dunnoe.
a new beginning i suppose.
i dun wanna to start anew.
results coming on so soon olso.
on monday. scary.
really got nothing to say lol.
why muz everything all come at the same time.
goin crazy soon le. arGH...
to that someone out there.
i dunno whethert she'll see ma.
girl.
no matter wad i'm here kie.
dun ever give up on yourself.
i might not in a very good position to give you much of an advice but
then i wanna to let you know i love you.
jesus love you too. -huggies-
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:55 AM
10:55 AM
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
heh. for those who are wondering why i'm home so early..
thats becoz mj have to prepare for opening ceremony so
i didnt pon sch lol.
i'm guai kie. =p
gee. is his bdae ydae.
how i wish i could pass him a pressie.
-hugguies-
happi bdae dearie.
i never get that chance to say it again anymore.
all because of mummies.
good or bad. hai.
dunnoe la.
his mum first den now my mum.
my mum habe cold war with me lol.
why coz i spend too much time at rotiboy le.
she worry for me.
i went to work with a sprain ankle wor.
i tink i rawk but.. gee.
she threaten to cut off my phone line.
i hope she dun. please.
i'm beggin le.
coz if she does. my onli source of communication with him
is gone. heh.
why i wei le one ta become liddat one.
why did i change?
i dunnoe the reason. dun ask me.
i'll respect your decision.
i have to right?
i dun wanna to make things diffcult for you.
i juz wanna you to be happi.
but yet putting myself into misery?
izzit worth it i dunnoe.
i'm tired. i juz wanna to do things that i like.
have you even loved n lost that somebody without even a chance to say i'm sorry.
thats becoz mj have to prepare for opening ceremony so
i didnt pon sch lol.
i'm guai kie. =p
gee. is his bdae ydae.
how i wish i could pass him a pressie.
-hugguies-
happi bdae dearie.
i never get that chance to say it again anymore.
all because of mummies.
good or bad. hai.
dunnoe la.
his mum first den now my mum.
my mum habe cold war with me lol.
why coz i spend too much time at rotiboy le.
she worry for me.
i went to work with a sprain ankle wor.
i tink i rawk but.. gee.
she threaten to cut off my phone line.
i hope she dun. please.
i'm beggin le.
coz if she does. my onli source of communication with him
is gone. heh.
why i wei le one ta become liddat one.
why did i change?
i dunnoe the reason. dun ask me.
i'll respect your decision.
i have to right?
i dun wanna to make things diffcult for you.
i juz wanna you to be happi.
but yet putting myself into misery?
izzit worth it i dunnoe.
i'm tired. i juz wanna to do things that i like.
have you even loved n lost that somebody without even a chance to say i'm sorry.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:43 AM
10:43 AM
Monday, February 21, 2005
heh.
gee. i tink pple slip away very fast lol.
sorrie mel.sorrie fiona.sorrie lyn.
sat my great uncle passed away like suddenly.
i dunno wad happen too.
juz knew that had to rush to hospital.
gee. but when i reach.
i couldnt even say anything. not even a
i love you.
gee. i dunno.
i guess you juz got to treasure everyone beside you lol.
dun let them slip away.
if you love them let them koe.
i let him know but i'm left with no choice.
gee. sun rocks.
his mum came down i dunnoe for wad olso.
gee. stay at rotiboy there looking at me for eh
one hour i tink.
heh. dearie say she look scary n fierce.
darling ask me not to bother gee. like i can.
affected by so mani things but who cares.
no one. oh. tmr is tim's bdae.
happy bdae! =p heh. i never have a chance to say that to you face to face.
i kant even love you. i dunnoe. -lost-
today pei my darling heh. went to visit three rotiboys.
haha. parkway.china square. toa payoh.
i learnt a lot man. heh.
um den juz came back from mr ng dere.
clarify alot.
hm. i still love mr ng as he is lol.
heh. i know i kant force anything so yah.
i'll respect his decision lol. yep.
later still gotta to go see the doc -arbish-
sian but no choice. see chinese sinseh rite no mc how one huh?
heh. wonder how i explain to 'cher tmr will see la.
-i realli never once stop loving you-
gee. i tink pple slip away very fast lol.
sorrie mel.sorrie fiona.sorrie lyn.
sat my great uncle passed away like suddenly.
i dunno wad happen too.
juz knew that had to rush to hospital.
gee. but when i reach.
i couldnt even say anything. not even a
i love you.
gee. i dunno.
i guess you juz got to treasure everyone beside you lol.
dun let them slip away.
if you love them let them koe.
i let him know but i'm left with no choice.
gee. sun rocks.
his mum came down i dunnoe for wad olso.
gee. stay at rotiboy there looking at me for eh
one hour i tink.
heh. dearie say she look scary n fierce.
darling ask me not to bother gee. like i can.
affected by so mani things but who cares.
no one. oh. tmr is tim's bdae.
happy bdae! =p heh. i never have a chance to say that to you face to face.
i kant even love you. i dunnoe. -lost-
today pei my darling heh. went to visit three rotiboys.
haha. parkway.china square. toa payoh.
i learnt a lot man. heh.
um den juz came back from mr ng dere.
clarify alot.
hm. i still love mr ng as he is lol.
heh. i know i kant force anything so yah.
i'll respect his decision lol. yep.
later still gotta to go see the doc -arbish-
sian but no choice. see chinese sinseh rite no mc how one huh?
heh. wonder how i explain to 'cher tmr will see la.
-i realli never once stop loving you-
--lemme be your guardian angel--
6:58 PM
6:58 PM
Friday, February 18, 2005
um. haha.
todae i reach home super early.
haha. coz closing today very fast lol.
first time i actually reach home before eleven =p
n i haf the time to blog.
yipee.
i'm nuts. haha.
gee. today darling wasnt himself.
den he very nice. kip saying he's fine coz
he didnt wanna me n his small woman to worry lol.
i miss darling.
i hope he's okay lol.
he's nice. at least he onli have one side lol.
gee. i dunnoe.
i learnt that always trusting pple might not be right lol.
i dunnoe. in a dilemma.
who cares la.
now i'm happy. i tink.
yah trying i suppose.
i love rotiboy.
i love darling. i love karling. i love yingpei.
i love the closing crew.
i love my family.
i love 05s103 =p
i'm supposed to be contented ah.
but haha. the void will always be there.
open for you.
realli. i dun wanna to love anyone anymore.
i onli wanna you.
i never wanna to stop loving you. i wana to love you.
yep. his bdae coming up le. wondering wad to buy.
um. dunnoe la. whether he'll accept is another thing le.
hai. i realli wanna to see him once more. juz afar will do.
even if he's with her. i dun mind. i wanna to see him smile again.
todae i reach home super early.
haha. coz closing today very fast lol.
first time i actually reach home before eleven =p
n i haf the time to blog.
yipee.
i'm nuts. haha.
gee. today darling wasnt himself.
den he very nice. kip saying he's fine coz
he didnt wanna me n his small woman to worry lol.
i miss darling.
i hope he's okay lol.
he's nice. at least he onli have one side lol.
gee. i dunnoe.
i learnt that always trusting pple might not be right lol.
i dunnoe. in a dilemma.
who cares la.
now i'm happy. i tink.
yah trying i suppose.
i love rotiboy.
i love darling. i love karling. i love yingpei.
i love the closing crew.
i love my family.
i love 05s103 =p
i'm supposed to be contented ah.
but haha. the void will always be there.
open for you.
realli. i dun wanna to love anyone anymore.
i onli wanna you.
i never wanna to stop loving you. i wana to love you.
yep. his bdae coming up le. wondering wad to buy.
um. dunnoe la. whether he'll accept is another thing le.
hai. i realli wanna to see him once more. juz afar will do.
even if he's with her. i dun mind. i wanna to see him smile again.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
11:28 PM
11:28 PM
Monday, February 14, 2005
um happy valentine's day pple! =p
haha. eh heh. tink mani might be wondering when i'm here ba
gee. supposed to have sch de. i didnt pon kie.
i'm sick lol.
yay. haha. i finally fallen ill becoz of overwork lol.
studying n working at the same time.
juz so i wont tink.
um. went to rotiboy juz now lol.
haha. darling forced me to go see doc.
get an mc lol.
yep i'm goin dun worry haha.
later i came home to bathe n change ma.
yep.
lets hope the doc is nice ah.
den i can request another mc tmr. um.
haha. =p i dun mind.
den i can pei darling do opening lol.
oppz. haha. my head is hurting.
woohoo.
i need sleep.
who cares rite.
no one do lol.
gee.
vdae wor.
haha. yet i feel so alone.
so funnie.
gee. karling n darling both say i weird weird one.
dunnoe la.
i wish he's here with me.
gee. oh i'm happy! =p
haha
i met him on sat. he's wearing the shirt den i like the most lol.
haha. by concidence i suppose.
gee. n the cologne that he was wearing is i bought for him de.
den yep.
dunnoe la. we didnt talk much lol.
blame mr ng his house so big for wad.
haha
dunnoe la.
i'm glad he's okay.
he's in his usual self lol.
darling so scared i'm not okay lol.
gee. if we're still together we'll be three months plus le.
i never once stop loving him since sec two.
why muz first gimme a chance den bash it all up liddat.
dun you hurt? i do. but no one cares ba.
dunnoe la. i'll wait. till you're ready again.
haha. eh heh. tink mani might be wondering when i'm here ba
gee. supposed to have sch de. i didnt pon kie.
i'm sick lol.
yay. haha. i finally fallen ill becoz of overwork lol.
studying n working at the same time.
juz so i wont tink.
um. went to rotiboy juz now lol.
haha. darling forced me to go see doc.
get an mc lol.
yep i'm goin dun worry haha.
later i came home to bathe n change ma.
yep.
lets hope the doc is nice ah.
den i can request another mc tmr. um.
haha. =p i dun mind.
den i can pei darling do opening lol.
oppz. haha. my head is hurting.
woohoo.
i need sleep.
who cares rite.
no one do lol.
gee.
vdae wor.
haha. yet i feel so alone.
so funnie.
gee. karling n darling both say i weird weird one.
dunnoe la.
i wish he's here with me.
gee. oh i'm happy! =p
haha
i met him on sat. he's wearing the shirt den i like the most lol.
haha. by concidence i suppose.
gee. n the cologne that he was wearing is i bought for him de.
den yep.
dunnoe la. we didnt talk much lol.
blame mr ng his house so big for wad.
haha
dunnoe la.
i'm glad he's okay.
he's in his usual self lol.
darling so scared i'm not okay lol.
gee. if we're still together we'll be three months plus le.
i never once stop loving him since sec two.
why muz first gimme a chance den bash it all up liddat.
dun you hurt? i do. but no one cares ba.
dunnoe la. i'll wait. till you're ready again.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
12:34 PM
12:34 PM
Thursday, February 10, 2005
um. haha
second day of chinese new year.
pondering on whether to go school ma?
should i be guai kia.
gee.
or shld i pon?
haha but sth made me realli happi. haha
eh heh. i might be able to see him on sat.
might .. thats the word there's chance la.
haha. hm. dunnoe haha. after tat new gurl
i now onli hope he happi jiu hao.
i dun care le ba. haha
though i'm envious of couples.
but i onli wanna him n not any other one so
wads the conclusion.
i'm goin stay out of relationships. for now.
hm. haha. =p haha.
oh he got back his phone lol. haha. i tink.
um yeah man. =p now i can msg him lol.
-happies-
second day of chinese new year.
pondering on whether to go school ma?
should i be guai kia.
gee.
or shld i pon?
haha but sth made me realli happi. haha
eh heh. i might be able to see him on sat.
might .. thats the word there's chance la.
haha. hm. dunnoe haha. after tat new gurl
i now onli hope he happi jiu hao.
i dun care le ba. haha
though i'm envious of couples.
but i onli wanna him n not any other one so
wads the conclusion.
i'm goin stay out of relationships. for now.
hm. haha. =p haha.
oh he got back his phone lol. haha. i tink.
um yeah man. =p now i can msg him lol.
-happies-
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:46 PM
10:46 PM
Monday, February 07, 2005
if u love someone, set them free.
if they return to u, it was meant to be.
if they don't, their love was never yours to begin with ..
a great love is when you shed tears and still cares for him
& still longs for him,he begins to love another and
yet you still smile and say " I'm happy for you "..
the worst thing in the world is
seeing the one you love with the one they love.
you always love the ones who leaves you and
leaves the one who loves you
loving is not how you forget but how you forgive,
not how you listen but how you understand,
not what you see but how you feel
and not how you let go but how you hold on.
if they return to u, it was meant to be.
if they don't, their love was never yours to begin with ..
a great love is when you shed tears and still cares for him
& still longs for him,he begins to love another and
yet you still smile and say " I'm happy for you "..
the worst thing in the world is
seeing the one you love with the one they love.
you always love the ones who leaves you and
leaves the one who loves you
loving is not how you forget but how you forgive,
not how you listen but how you understand,
not what you see but how you feel
and not how you let go but how you hold on.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:03 AM
10:03 AM
heh.
hm. haha. not in very good mood.
why coz eh i lost 27.10 ydae.
during work.
-yawnz-
dunno leh.
dun ask me wad happen coz i realli not sure.
den now i'm broke.
bleah.
no more shopping for me.
i better get it all back during chinese new year lol
bleah.
one thing make me realli happi.
juz seeing his photo n anything related to him.
woah. he's like the very first one i got
so close to.
that i dun even feel like letting go.
not even the thought of it lol.
haha. wad you tink. it all dates back to sec two lol.
bleah. i know its over but i'll wait lol.
gee.
i dunnoe wad else to do olso ba.
beside him i never wanna to love anyone anymore.
i never wanna to get into another relationship.
perhaps i'm not ready yet so thats why dADDy jesus took it away.
i'm strong i know onli by tapping on GOD's strength.
gee. daddy jesus.
let me see him for once.
please. juz looking from afar.
-sighz-
hm. haha. not in very good mood.
why coz eh i lost 27.10 ydae.
during work.
-yawnz-
dunno leh.
dun ask me wad happen coz i realli not sure.
den now i'm broke.
bleah.
no more shopping for me.
i better get it all back during chinese new year lol
bleah.
one thing make me realli happi.
juz seeing his photo n anything related to him.
woah. he's like the very first one i got
so close to.
that i dun even feel like letting go.
not even the thought of it lol.
haha. wad you tink. it all dates back to sec two lol.
bleah. i know its over but i'll wait lol.
gee.
i dunnoe wad else to do olso ba.
beside him i never wanna to love anyone anymore.
i never wanna to get into another relationship.
perhaps i'm not ready yet so thats why dADDy jesus took it away.
i'm strong i know onli by tapping on GOD's strength.
gee. daddy jesus.
let me see him for once.
please. juz looking from afar.
-sighz-
--lemme be your guardian angel--
9:14 AM
9:14 AM
Sunday, February 06, 2005
um.
was supposed to blog ydae nite de haha.
but was tired den yep.
mum forced me to sleep. darling olso lol.
my throat is still hurtin lol.
heh. -ar-bish-
too much rotiboy le.
den darling n karling both banned me from it le lol.
haha thanks ah. for caring so much.
love you lots.
yeppie.
later i'm getting my contacts n my dress lol. =p
haha. must stay happi wor.
kie i'm nuts. haha.
oh someone updated his friendster.
haha. got one new pic.
i tink he's wearing a new shirt lol.
white colour de. haha
last time i nve see before de.
kie i'm not supposed to care rite. haha
but then =p
haha. he seem happi though.
i guess von is nice to him lol.
i hope they'll be happy.
i hope his mum will let him be happi lol.
kie i'm hurting inside la.
but haha. i kant do anything wad.
sso as long he happi i happi.
n for him to be happi. von must be happi.
sometimes i'm juz wondering.
i realli got that bad ma?
von is so much better den me?
argh. whatever man. haha.
i wont think lol. =p
was supposed to blog ydae nite de haha.
but was tired den yep.
mum forced me to sleep. darling olso lol.
my throat is still hurtin lol.
heh. -ar-bish-
too much rotiboy le.
den darling n karling both banned me from it le lol.
haha thanks ah. for caring so much.
love you lots.
yeppie.
later i'm getting my contacts n my dress lol. =p
haha. must stay happi wor.
kie i'm nuts. haha.
oh someone updated his friendster.
haha. got one new pic.
i tink he's wearing a new shirt lol.
white colour de. haha
last time i nve see before de.
kie i'm not supposed to care rite. haha
but then =p
haha. he seem happi though.
i guess von is nice to him lol.
i hope they'll be happy.
i hope his mum will let him be happi lol.
kie i'm hurting inside la.
but haha. i kant do anything wad.
sso as long he happi i happi.
n for him to be happi. von must be happi.
sometimes i'm juz wondering.
i realli got that bad ma?
von is so much better den me?
argh. whatever man. haha.
i wont think lol. =p
--lemme be your guardian angel--
11:29 AM
11:29 AM
Saturday, February 05, 2005
um. bleah. juz reach home from work.
sometimes i'm realli wondering why i'm
like pushing myself so much lol.
to forget?. heh.
i'm realli trying though.
dunnoe la. now my life is nothing but
studing in mjc n working at my fav rotiboy.
i onli find enjoyment working there le ba.
in mjc i dunnoe why i juz kant seem to fit in no matter wad.
its juz weird lol.
no sense of belonging.
heh. i miss ahs. i miss lyn. i miss 4c lol
dunnoe la. i miss tuition. i miss mr ng. i still miss him.
i'm already trying la. whats the use of holding on when its onli me doin so lol.
so xin ku n tong ku.dunnoe la. but what realli brightens up my day.
is juz the thot of him being happi ba
i hope von will be nice to him.
i know where i stand one lol. so yah. =p
haha. tsktsk. what i really enjoy doin
is my work at rotiboy lol.
its jason.karling.yingpei.pengyee they all.
made me realli feel belonged lol.
i miss that feeling.
made me feel loved once again.
thanks pple.
thanks 05103 i love you guys.
i realli enjoy it man. our class rocks lol.
i'm damn tired n confused le. juz wanna to let go everything la.
put down all my commitments.
daddy jesus could you juz bring me up.
i realli have enough le.
loving you might have been a mistake but i never once regret it coz it's you.
sometimes i'm realli wondering why i'm
like pushing myself so much lol.
to forget?. heh.
i'm realli trying though.
dunnoe la. now my life is nothing but
studing in mjc n working at my fav rotiboy.
i onli find enjoyment working there le ba.
in mjc i dunnoe why i juz kant seem to fit in no matter wad.
its juz weird lol.
no sense of belonging.
heh. i miss ahs. i miss lyn. i miss 4c lol
dunnoe la. i miss tuition. i miss mr ng. i still miss him.
i'm already trying la. whats the use of holding on when its onli me doin so lol.
so xin ku n tong ku.dunnoe la. but what realli brightens up my day.
is juz the thot of him being happi ba
i hope von will be nice to him.
i know where i stand one lol. so yah. =p
haha. tsktsk. what i really enjoy doin
is my work at rotiboy lol.
its jason.karling.yingpei.pengyee they all.
made me realli feel belonged lol.
i miss that feeling.
made me feel loved once again.
thanks pple.
thanks 05103 i love you guys.
i realli enjoy it man. our class rocks lol.
i'm damn tired n confused le. juz wanna to let go everything la.
put down all my commitments.
daddy jesus could you juz bring me up.
i realli have enough le.
loving you might have been a mistake but i never once regret it coz it's you.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
1:01 AM
1:01 AM
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
kie haha. now in mjc de library lol.
hm. supposed to haf fmaths lecture lol.
-yawnz-
haha. but who cares lol.
heh. my class so mani pon lol. heh.
so yeah man. =p
hm. oh did i mention i'm wearing mj uniform today!
eunice one i tink it rocks.
haha. nice n comfy but then eh. abit very hot la. but thats all lol.
hehe.
um yipee. i'm goin back to work today.
haha. i onli like looking forward to that lol.
oh i heard wendy wanna to withdraw from college.
gee. sisters tink alike ah. haha
dunnoe la. i hope she's okay lol.
-huggies-
i'm fine after ydae la. for now i'm surviving well.
i got so mani frens here for me lol
so yep.
i'm moving on le. haha
goin to oogle at guys again wor. haha
i like zosma OHL. haha no la juz tink he quite ke ai onli.
but thats all lol.
yeah man. oh chinese new year coming le.
eh in 8 days got angbaos wor.
haha money =p heh. dunnoe la.
need to plan for outing at mr ng's house le wor.
-headaches-
but funni thing is i'm enjoying it la. dunnoe why
its beena long while since i visit him le.
oh i wanna to crash other jcs. gotta arrange lol.
hm. =p haha.
hm. supposed to haf fmaths lecture lol.
-yawnz-
haha. but who cares lol.
heh. my class so mani pon lol. heh.
so yeah man. =p
hm. oh did i mention i'm wearing mj uniform today!
eunice one i tink it rocks.
haha. nice n comfy but then eh. abit very hot la. but thats all lol.
hehe.
um yipee. i'm goin back to work today.
haha. i onli like looking forward to that lol.
oh i heard wendy wanna to withdraw from college.
gee. sisters tink alike ah. haha
dunnoe la. i hope she's okay lol.
-huggies-
i'm fine after ydae la. for now i'm surviving well.
i got so mani frens here for me lol
so yep.
i'm moving on le. haha
goin to oogle at guys again wor. haha
i like zosma OHL. haha no la juz tink he quite ke ai onli.
but thats all lol.
yeah man. oh chinese new year coming le.
eh in 8 days got angbaos wor.
haha money =p heh. dunnoe la.
need to plan for outing at mr ng's house le wor.
-headaches-
but funni thing is i'm enjoying it la. dunnoe why
its beena long while since i visit him le.
oh i wanna to crash other jcs. gotta arrange lol.
hm. =p haha.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
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