Tuesday, March 29, 2005
um. today i'm supposed to know abt my appeal to sajc.
whether it is successful ma.
till now no phone calls.
hm. dunnoe good or bad lol.
oh did i mention i got posted to nyjc. yah.
i'm trying to enjoy.
but then yah. juz not my luck la.
yep.
coz why thur sprain my ankle den monday had to go back for follow up.
so yah. didnt go sch much lol.
hm den today stomach wasnt feeling very well.
so i'm at home again.
i wanna to go work.
mum.karling.darling all wanna me to rest.
but then.
tsktsk.
seem to be leaving rotiboy so soon.
let me spend more time with them can.
pleaseee.
hm. dunnoe la.
i mus be a good girl.
can someone talk some sense into me please.
i know i muz study i muz stucy.
but then i really dread goin to school lol.
seriously.
wanna me spend whole day in rotiboy isnt a prob.
but in nyjc. hai. i muz try to love my sch.
yes.
i owe a apology to shi jia.
yah.
sorry girl yah. i'm like a problematic kid i muz learn to love nyjc lol
gimme some time can. yah.
i'm still adjusting ba.
yah
i muz accept this fact.
i need to stuDDyyy.
yah.
oh kar got her enrolment package le.
she's starting sch on 18th april.
why so fast. hmph. sian.
dunnoe la. why muz all good thingsa come to an end de.
-huggies-
whether it is successful ma.
till now no phone calls.
hm. dunnoe good or bad lol.
oh did i mention i got posted to nyjc. yah.
i'm trying to enjoy.
but then yah. juz not my luck la.
yep.
coz why thur sprain my ankle den monday had to go back for follow up.
so yah. didnt go sch much lol.
hm den today stomach wasnt feeling very well.
so i'm at home again.
i wanna to go work.
mum.karling.darling all wanna me to rest.
but then.
tsktsk.
seem to be leaving rotiboy so soon.
let me spend more time with them can.
pleaseee.
hm. dunnoe la.
i mus be a good girl.
can someone talk some sense into me please.
i know i muz study i muz stucy.
but then i really dread goin to school lol.
seriously.
wanna me spend whole day in rotiboy isnt a prob.
but in nyjc. hai. i muz try to love my sch.
yes.
i owe a apology to shi jia.
yah.
sorry girl yah. i'm like a problematic kid i muz learn to love nyjc lol
gimme some time can. yah.
i'm still adjusting ba.
yah
i muz accept this fact.
i need to stuDDyyy.
yah.
oh kar got her enrolment package le.
she's starting sch on 18th april.
why so fast. hmph. sian.
dunnoe la. why muz all good thingsa come to an end de.
-huggies-
--lemme be your guardian angel--
11:03 AM
11:03 AM
Monday, March 21, 2005
um. ah-hah
the first monday i will be working lol.
coz got food fair den my karling n small woman not at outlet
so need pple.
so darling shifted my off day.
woohoo.
weird.
hm. haha. its okay la. at least got shujun. pengyee n darling pei me lol.
eh. =pPp
ydae sales super super highh.. 5725 i tink.
if my memory not that bad la.
yeah manz. lets hope that the sales continue soaring lol.
eh for next weekend.
heh. christine is super nice to me. weird hoh.
dunnoe la. but sense her attitude towards me is much much nicer den last week.
or mebbie is i tink too much.
i keep tinking.
but thoughts you cannot control de rite.
juz like feelings lol.
hm. you cAnnot stop yourself from falling in love with that someone.
neither you can stop yourself from forgetting that someone.
gee. posting results will be out tmr. eh i olso dunnoe happi or sad leh
go sajc i hoppe it will be fun ..
-cross fingers-
hm. hopefully marcus goin there olso.
i wanna to start everything anew lol.
april will be a new month lol.
=pPp
though i still cannot forget you.. i'll have to move on one.
postin results out means i have to stop working at rotiboy.
i very she bu de leh
eh. my mum allow me to work on weekends.
now onli trying to convince darling he scared i too tired lol
this darling forever like to worry abt me de.
scared i never eat. never rest. angry with me la.
always tryin to cheer me up de.
heh. karling olso another one lol.
she super ke ai.
ydae i keep saying wanna eat yan yan.
during her break she went to be the grape yakult which i was
grumbling wanna to drink the day beforte.
plus the yan yan.
if i were to leave .. the two people i'lll miss most will be darling n karling.
=p
-huggies-
darling you must take care of yourself kie.
always worrying for me de.
muz leave time for yourself n your girl hoh.
your hand goin to cannot make it le.
so please please take good care okie? -muacks-
you keep asking me not to fall in love with you ah. haha.
dun worry i wont be third party.
i know how your girl will feel one lol. =p
so yah. moreover there's still that someone there n you till now cannot replace one.
i doubt he will see this anyway lol.
juz writing it la. =p
the first monday i will be working lol.
coz got food fair den my karling n small woman not at outlet
so need pple.
so darling shifted my off day.
woohoo.
weird.
hm. haha. its okay la. at least got shujun. pengyee n darling pei me lol.
eh. =pPp
ydae sales super super highh.. 5725 i tink.
if my memory not that bad la.
yeah manz. lets hope that the sales continue soaring lol.
eh for next weekend.
heh. christine is super nice to me. weird hoh.
dunnoe la. but sense her attitude towards me is much much nicer den last week.
or mebbie is i tink too much.
i keep tinking.
but thoughts you cannot control de rite.
juz like feelings lol.
hm. you cAnnot stop yourself from falling in love with that someone.
neither you can stop yourself from forgetting that someone.
gee. posting results will be out tmr. eh i olso dunnoe happi or sad leh
go sajc i hoppe it will be fun ..
-cross fingers-
hm. hopefully marcus goin there olso.
i wanna to start everything anew lol.
april will be a new month lol.
=pPp
though i still cannot forget you.. i'll have to move on one.
postin results out means i have to stop working at rotiboy.
i very she bu de leh
eh. my mum allow me to work on weekends.
now onli trying to convince darling he scared i too tired lol
this darling forever like to worry abt me de.
scared i never eat. never rest. angry with me la.
always tryin to cheer me up de.
heh. karling olso another one lol.
she super ke ai.
ydae i keep saying wanna eat yan yan.
during her break she went to be the grape yakult which i was
grumbling wanna to drink the day beforte.
plus the yan yan.
if i were to leave .. the two people i'lll miss most will be darling n karling.
=p
-huggies-
darling you must take care of yourself kie.
always worrying for me de.
muz leave time for yourself n your girl hoh.
your hand goin to cannot make it le.
so please please take good care okie? -muacks-
you keep asking me not to fall in love with you ah. haha.
dun worry i wont be third party.
i know how your girl will feel one lol. =p
so yah. moreover there's still that someone there n you till now cannot replace one.
i doubt he will see this anyway lol.
juz writing it la. =p
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:51 AM
10:51 AM
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
um.
kie in good mood. haha
=pPp those who know me well should guess le la.
hm. haha. but onli for a short period of time la.
but at least it brighten up my day ba =p
haha
today darling off. den karling do morning.
gee.
dunno how darling do schedule de.. so cen ren.
make me do closing with no darling or karling.
-cries-
hm. haha. but karling say she will pei me wor.
woo-hoo.
i tink karling rock=p another thing that make me happi.
i found out sth. i can be made happy very easily wor.
hm. lunch. i'm hungree.
haha. msg darling. he lazy come out so early.
hm lets see. should i be bad n not eat make him worry again. haha. =p
no one to pei me eat. everyone is busy.
gee. later wei tong again lol.
-ponders-
i love karling. i love darling. i love rotiboy closing gang.
i love 4c. we're having gathering on this sat.
i never once stop loving you.
no matter how hard i tried to forget. i cannot make it.
i'll juz left things as it is.
jus dun ignore me. i juz wanna you to be happy.
-huggies-
kie in good mood. haha
=pPp those who know me well should guess le la.
hm. haha. but onli for a short period of time la.
but at least it brighten up my day ba =p
haha
today darling off. den karling do morning.
gee.
dunno how darling do schedule de.. so cen ren.
make me do closing with no darling or karling.
-cries-
hm. haha. but karling say she will pei me wor.
woo-hoo.
i tink karling rock=p another thing that make me happi.
i found out sth. i can be made happy very easily wor.
hm. lunch. i'm hungree.
haha. msg darling. he lazy come out so early.
hm lets see. should i be bad n not eat make him worry again. haha. =p
no one to pei me eat. everyone is busy.
gee. later wei tong again lol.
-ponders-
i love karling. i love darling. i love rotiboy closing gang.
i love 4c. we're having gathering on this sat.
i never once stop loving you.
no matter how hard i tried to forget. i cannot make it.
i'll juz left things as it is.
jus dun ignore me. i juz wanna you to be happy.
-huggies-
--lemme be your guardian angel--
12:03 PM
12:03 PM
Monday, March 14, 2005
um. eh.
today off.
hm. i like work more than sch.
err. but then now i'm in dilemma.
eh. need to pei my mummy go bank.
but then i kinda of promise my dearest yijie
to go shopping with her.
arGh.
how.
now wondering if i can split myself into two.
eh either that or i bangseh one.
huh. thats tough.
-lost-
how how how.
gee.
so fast. starting of third week le.
means results coming out soon. n then i gotta to start sch le.
save me...
i dun wanna leave rotiboy ..
i'll miss them.
heh.
today off rite. darling say he'll miss me wor.
haha.
so sweeet.. hm. he ask me go visit him later.
hm. visit. mebbie during closing dunnoe can a not.
will see ba.
its the hols! but i like dun feel the mood.
hm. i hope he can go out.
doubt he'll go out with me anyway.
juz a hope la.
today off.
hm. i like work more than sch.
err. but then now i'm in dilemma.
eh. need to pei my mummy go bank.
but then i kinda of promise my dearest yijie
to go shopping with her.
arGh.
how.
now wondering if i can split myself into two.
eh either that or i bangseh one.
huh. thats tough.
-lost-
how how how.
gee.
so fast. starting of third week le.
means results coming out soon. n then i gotta to start sch le.
save me...
i dun wanna leave rotiboy ..
i'll miss them.
heh.
today off rite. darling say he'll miss me wor.
haha.
so sweeet.. hm. he ask me go visit him later.
hm. visit. mebbie during closing dunnoe can a not.
will see ba.
its the hols! but i like dun feel the mood.
hm. i hope he can go out.
doubt he'll go out with me anyway.
juz a hope la.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
9:53 AM
9:53 AM
Sunday, March 13, 2005
um. ah-hah.
bleah. i'm tired.
who says i'm not.
trying to be strong n awake everytime.
i seriously wonder how darling survive lol.
my head is bursting haha. =p
due to lack of sleep n stress.. heh..
ydae closing we went abit crazy lol. den
drag till 1130 den leave. actuali can leave before eleven de.
den karling being sick.. heh. got kinda of pissed off..
gee. i feel so useless.. why didnt i notice her feelings lol.
den still keep on playing with them..
but sth good happen ydae la.. i met mark lol.
from tuition one in primary sch,...
so long ago. haha. den at first couldnt recognise de..
den yah slowly lol.
he changed alot leh. beocme suai ge le wor.
=PppP
-smiles-
den he crazee one. get six points tell me cannot stay in rjc ..
haha
yah right.
he's a clever person la..
but one of those that will never get arrogrant one la.
hm. dunnoe.
dun worry i'm not harbouring any thots ah. yah yah.
um. next week is march holidays le.
i work n work until like evryday is the same lol.
haha. hm. after holidays . results will be out wor.
i mean posting. i tink i'll get in sajc.
i hope i'll enjoy ther be ..-prays-
bleah. i'm tired.
who says i'm not.
trying to be strong n awake everytime.
i seriously wonder how darling survive lol.
my head is bursting haha. =p
due to lack of sleep n stress.. heh..
ydae closing we went abit crazy lol. den
drag till 1130 den leave. actuali can leave before eleven de.
den karling being sick.. heh. got kinda of pissed off..
gee. i feel so useless.. why didnt i notice her feelings lol.
den still keep on playing with them..
but sth good happen ydae la.. i met mark lol.
from tuition one in primary sch,...
so long ago. haha. den at first couldnt recognise de..
den yah slowly lol.
he changed alot leh. beocme suai ge le wor.
=PppP
-smiles-
den he crazee one. get six points tell me cannot stay in rjc ..
haha
yah right.
he's a clever person la..
but one of those that will never get arrogrant one la.
hm. dunnoe.
dun worry i'm not harbouring any thots ah. yah yah.
um. next week is march holidays le.
i work n work until like evryday is the same lol.
haha. hm. after holidays . results will be out wor.
i mean posting. i tink i'll get in sajc.
i hope i'll enjoy ther be ..-prays-
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:39 AM
10:39 AM
Friday, March 11, 2005
i'm angree..
gee. i blog so much den one error. den cannot be publish.
phew. have to retype everything again.
hai. bleah. izzit it really true that i lack attention?
heh. from parents. from him. from darling.
now even from blogger..
argh
-ar-bish-
nothing to say lol. dunnoe la.
gee. oh my class tee is finally out. happies!
=pPpp
4c rawk man. yeaha man. i love my class wor.
i love rotiboy tooo... heh. coming to the third week le. symbolisies that.
i'm leaving sOoon.
yah. in two weeks time le. yah. i miss you guys.
-huggies-
dun worry i'll come back n visit yah?
haha =p
my closing will miss me de wor. haha. um. my darling better miss me too.
or i'll kill him . haha. he's nice la. =p
dun worry like karling say for the whole of next week i'll come back evryday de.
haha
to visit n pei them thru clsoing.
i love them man! =p
gee. i blog so much den one error. den cannot be publish.
phew. have to retype everything again.
hai. bleah. izzit it really true that i lack attention?
heh. from parents. from him. from darling.
now even from blogger..
argh
-ar-bish-
nothing to say lol. dunnoe la.
gee. oh my class tee is finally out. happies!
=pPpp
4c rawk man. yeaha man. i love my class wor.
i love rotiboy tooo... heh. coming to the third week le. symbolisies that.
i'm leaving sOoon.
yah. in two weeks time le. yah. i miss you guys.
-huggies-
dun worry i'll come back n visit yah?
haha =p
my closing will miss me de wor. haha. um. my darling better miss me too.
or i'll kill him . haha. he's nice la. =p
dun worry like karling say for the whole of next week i'll come back evryday de.
haha
to visit n pei them thru clsoing.
i love them man! =p
--lemme be your guardian angel--
12:03 PM
12:03 PM
Monday, March 07, 2005
um. kie.
i'm home.
early for once at this time.
ah-hah.
thats becos i'm off today.
haha.
n i tink i rawk.
didnt stay at rotiboy for more den an hour.
onli went down to have lunch with my darling.
gee.
he's not okay lol.
i hope he's okay.
dun tink so much le ba. everything will be fine de.
-huggies-
i doubt he'll see this anyway but yah.
hm. karling olso in not good state.
she olso falling sick n yet she dun wanna take mc.
why. coz we are not confirmed stuff so the irritating boss.
eh. wont give us pay for that particular day if we sick that day lol.
hai. everyone muz take care leh.
gee. for those who are wondering why i'm so free now .
thats becoz i stop attending sch at mj le even since i got my results.
i dun wanna stay there.
i know their a levels are good but i'm too stressed le la.
moreover there got nothing for me to stay for olso.
except my 05s103.
i realli wanna to tell you guys you rawk kie.
made my first 2mths realli happening.
though i seem to disappear more often lol.
oh. ah-hah. i got my phone!
-happies-
haha.
i'm so proud of it. haha. i bought it using my own money kie. haha.
but then i tink the rest of the days mebbie i have to starve le. heh.
i always dunnoe how to take care of myself one la. like he used to say so.
like now wad my darling say so.
gee. dunnoe why these few days i suddenly feel very neglected lol.
by darling. by karling. by parents.
no one seem to care anymore. i dunnoe.
-confused-
can i juz dun bother anymore.
i kant.
i wanna a brand new beginning.
yet there are so mani things i kant let go at all.
realli.
i'm tired of putting on that smile n tell everyone i'm fine.
i wanna to shout out i miss yoU!
i realli do. why kant you gimme that chance to love you again.
i dunnoe. everyhting seem to be bottling inside.
i wanna to apologise for everything i done wrong.
i juz wanna you back.. please...
i'm home.
early for once at this time.
ah-hah.
thats becos i'm off today.
haha.
n i tink i rawk.
didnt stay at rotiboy for more den an hour.
onli went down to have lunch with my darling.
gee.
he's not okay lol.
i hope he's okay.
dun tink so much le ba. everything will be fine de.
-huggies-
i doubt he'll see this anyway but yah.
hm. karling olso in not good state.
she olso falling sick n yet she dun wanna take mc.
why. coz we are not confirmed stuff so the irritating boss.
eh. wont give us pay for that particular day if we sick that day lol.
hai. everyone muz take care leh.
gee. for those who are wondering why i'm so free now .
thats becoz i stop attending sch at mj le even since i got my results.
i dun wanna stay there.
i know their a levels are good but i'm too stressed le la.
moreover there got nothing for me to stay for olso.
except my 05s103.
i realli wanna to tell you guys you rawk kie.
made my first 2mths realli happening.
though i seem to disappear more often lol.
oh. ah-hah. i got my phone!
-happies-
haha.
i'm so proud of it. haha. i bought it using my own money kie. haha.
but then i tink the rest of the days mebbie i have to starve le. heh.
i always dunnoe how to take care of myself one la. like he used to say so.
like now wad my darling say so.
gee. dunnoe why these few days i suddenly feel very neglected lol.
by darling. by karling. by parents.
no one seem to care anymore. i dunnoe.
-confused-
can i juz dun bother anymore.
i kant.
i wanna a brand new beginning.
yet there are so mani things i kant let go at all.
realli.
i'm tired of putting on that smile n tell everyone i'm fine.
i wanna to shout out i miss yoU!
i realli do. why kant you gimme that chance to love you again.
i dunnoe. everyhting seem to be bottling inside.
i wanna to apologise for everything i done wrong.
i juz wanna you back.. please...
--lemme be your guardian angel--
5:37 PM
5:37 PM
Sunday, March 06, 2005
gee.
i found out sth.
someone is reading my blog n telling him wad i wrote in it.
yay. well done.
whoever that is i thank you ah.
for letting him know wor.
i dun have a right to know abt your results?
kie i apologise then.
i juz wondering onli that's all.
i wanna to care for you
a frenz that's all.
why wont you gimme a chance.
i'm never given a chance for anything one.
i'm tired le.
why muz make things so nan kan between the both of us.
we have a choice i suppose.
but hai.
i dunnoe -confused-
you dun wanna me to care?
sorrie i kant do it.
i know you are breaking all communication between you n me.
even your frenzs are on your side.
hai. i kant do anything ba.
you happy jiu hao kie?
today. botak came to fetch tracie.
siu lun went to pick pei ying.
suddenly my heart start aching.
besides having my darling beside me.
i suddenly miss you a lot.
dun ask me why.
became very bad tempered
after that.
darling ask if i'm okay lol.
well i dunnoe.
i'm so out of control.
darling very sweet. he himself not very okay le.
yet still care so much for me.
i really prayed at the moment.
that person was you once again.
but hai.
darlin in worst situation den me.
eh he like sandwiched between his girl n work.
i guess he like spend too much time on work.
den the girl feel neglected ba.
though the girl never realli show it.
but darling tinks he's the worst boyfrenz lol.
i believe he's not ba.
if it was him who was working.
juz standing dere one corner looking at him doin his stuff.
i olso very contented le.
but i never got the chance to do it again.
-sighz-
darling's mum got mild stroke. now in changi.
darling is with her.
i hope everything is fine.
i prayed that she will be okay.
life is so fragile. realli.
treasure whatever you have now i suppose.
i never wanna to shed a tear again. except for you again.
i found out sth.
someone is reading my blog n telling him wad i wrote in it.
yay. well done.
whoever that is i thank you ah.
for letting him know wor.
i dun have a right to know abt your results?
kie i apologise then.
i juz wondering onli that's all.
i wanna to care for you
a frenz that's all.
why wont you gimme a chance.
i'm never given a chance for anything one.
i'm tired le.
why muz make things so nan kan between the both of us.
we have a choice i suppose.
but hai.
i dunnoe -confused-
you dun wanna me to care?
sorrie i kant do it.
i know you are breaking all communication between you n me.
even your frenzs are on your side.
hai. i kant do anything ba.
you happy jiu hao kie?
today. botak came to fetch tracie.
siu lun went to pick pei ying.
suddenly my heart start aching.
besides having my darling beside me.
i suddenly miss you a lot.
dun ask me why.
became very bad tempered
after that.
darling ask if i'm okay lol.
well i dunnoe.
i'm so out of control.
darling very sweet. he himself not very okay le.
yet still care so much for me.
i really prayed at the moment.
that person was you once again.
but hai.
darlin in worst situation den me.
eh he like sandwiched between his girl n work.
i guess he like spend too much time on work.
den the girl feel neglected ba.
though the girl never realli show it.
but darling tinks he's the worst boyfrenz lol.
i believe he's not ba.
if it was him who was working.
juz standing dere one corner looking at him doin his stuff.
i olso very contented le.
but i never got the chance to do it again.
-sighz-
darling's mum got mild stroke. now in changi.
darling is with her.
i hope everything is fine.
i prayed that she will be okay.
life is so fragile. realli.
treasure whatever you have now i suppose.
i never wanna to shed a tear again. except for you again.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
11:58 PM
11:58 PM
Friday, March 04, 2005
um. gee.
sometimes i juz wonder hm.
if time can slow down.
or time can move faster.
slow down coz i never wanna to leave rotiboy.
i realli will miss them.
i dun wanna to.
is there any way i can continue working while
juggling with my studies.
mum will never allow.
darling will olso not.
i dunnoe.
i miss rotiboy.
i juz keep trying to spend more time there ba.
-hoping-
i wanna time to move faster till 21 years old.
its a promise made by his mum.
at least then we'll have his mum's approval ba.
i dunnoe.
or mebbie i juz dun stand a chance anymore.
heh. i wanna to find back my true self.
i'm tired.
i wanna to smile from the bottom of my heart again.
i wanna to love you once again.
i wanna time to go back till sec four
in tuition.
at least i get to see you ba. i dunnoe
hai.
mebbie this made me happier.
um.
found out sheena and marcus put sajc as
second choice.
hm.
my choices n marcus all the same one.
haha
=p
great minds think alike. hm.
oh did i mention marcus got ten la. yep.
=// he got twenty eh.
thot he was goin to stay at innova.
hm but heard news say he's goin nyp.
his sister's sch. hm. haha. i almost wanted to go nyp.
to take up nursing de wor.
haha. i dunnoe la.
to him i'm olso in a dilemma.
so confused so tired.
n my heart aches to
hear him close to someone else. or juz being sad.
yet with him i could still smile.
sometimes i juz wonder hm.
if time can slow down.
or time can move faster.
slow down coz i never wanna to leave rotiboy.
i realli will miss them.
i dun wanna to.
is there any way i can continue working while
juggling with my studies.
mum will never allow.
darling will olso not.
i dunnoe.
i miss rotiboy.
i juz keep trying to spend more time there ba.
-hoping-
i wanna time to move faster till 21 years old.
its a promise made by his mum.
at least then we'll have his mum's approval ba.
i dunnoe.
or mebbie i juz dun stand a chance anymore.
heh. i wanna to find back my true self.
i'm tired.
i wanna to smile from the bottom of my heart again.
i wanna to love you once again.
i wanna time to go back till sec four
in tuition.
at least i get to see you ba. i dunnoe
hai.
mebbie this made me happier.
um.
found out sheena and marcus put sajc as
second choice.
hm.
my choices n marcus all the same one.
haha
=p
great minds think alike. hm.
oh did i mention marcus got ten la. yep.
=// he got twenty eh.
thot he was goin to stay at innova.
hm but heard news say he's goin nyp.
his sister's sch. hm. haha. i almost wanted to go nyp.
to take up nursing de wor.
haha. i dunnoe la.
to him i'm olso in a dilemma.
so confused so tired.
n my heart aches to
hear him close to someone else. or juz being sad.
yet with him i could still smile.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
9:21 AM
9:21 AM
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
um kie. its two days after
the moment of truth.
n i'm still not feeling very okay yet.
guess i juz have a much higher expectations of myself i suppose ba
den yah. come out results same as prelims.
hai. everyhting improved except my lang.
realli is bad lol.
how to improve on that one.
i got thirteen. one three.
its like no where here nor there lol.
why everything i put in effort no more sees it one huh.
be it my parents or even him.
nothing seem to be working out rite.
be it in studies or relationship.
not juz with him but with GOD too.
i dunnoe.
-confused-
so damn tired n drained out to tink le. realli.
dunnoe la.
i guess i wanna to start anew again.
all from the beginning.
like goin to brand new sch. as in not literally new as in like
i never go before de.
tink would go saints andrews i tink.
hm since i like it there from the very start
i hope i wont regret it like in mj ba.
-hoping-
i dunnoe. we onli got like five days to tink abt it.
which means by the end of this week.
we got to decide.
i tink thats fast.
darling say its not lol.
his time onli two days. haha.
generation gap.
n then the webbie so hard to gain access.
stress.
um. now outside rainning.
my mind is in a whirl again.
i always tend to tink.
tend to make my thoughts run wild. why?
gee. i kant control anymore.
mebbie some day i'll keep running n running.
without stopping. um. i'm missing him.
he didnt do well ba. yah. he most likely staying in innova. why?
hai.
my mum will never let me go there de ba.
dunnoe.
-ponders-
the moment of truth.
n i'm still not feeling very okay yet.
guess i juz have a much higher expectations of myself i suppose ba
den yah. come out results same as prelims.
hai. everyhting improved except my lang.
realli is bad lol.
how to improve on that one.
i got thirteen. one three.
its like no where here nor there lol.
why everything i put in effort no more sees it one huh.
be it my parents or even him.
nothing seem to be working out rite.
be it in studies or relationship.
not juz with him but with GOD too.
i dunnoe.
-confused-
so damn tired n drained out to tink le. realli.
dunnoe la.
i guess i wanna to start anew again.
all from the beginning.
like goin to brand new sch. as in not literally new as in like
i never go before de.
tink would go saints andrews i tink.
hm since i like it there from the very start
i hope i wont regret it like in mj ba.
-hoping-
i dunnoe. we onli got like five days to tink abt it.
which means by the end of this week.
we got to decide.
i tink thats fast.
darling say its not lol.
his time onli two days. haha.
generation gap.
n then the webbie so hard to gain access.
stress.
um. now outside rainning.
my mind is in a whirl again.
i always tend to tink.
tend to make my thoughts run wild. why?
gee. i kant control anymore.
mebbie some day i'll keep running n running.
without stopping. um. i'm missing him.
he didnt do well ba. yah. he most likely staying in innova. why?
hai.
my mum will never let me go there de ba.
dunnoe.
-ponders-
--lemme be your guardian angel--
12:21 PM
12:21 PM