Monday, May 30, 2005
first thing first.
i'm bloated.
like der.
i ate so much.
lets see.
hm. tori-q. rotiboy the bugis one.
i love the bugis one alot.
hm. popcorn. hotdog bun.
eh. tuna and bacon pasta.
i feel like a piggg..
but i guess eating makes me feel better.
went out for movie with.
twin.karling.tracie.audrey.
hm.
haha
so fun lol.
enjoyed myself.
thanks.
but then now i feel fat.
feel damn uneasy.
gee.
jialat.
and i'm broke
haha. actualli everyone broke liao.
waiting for pay lol.
boohoo.when's kelvin goin to supply us with money.
its the great singapore sale.
so tempting to shop but no money.
sian.
and worst thing i still have to study for my mid years.
argh.
starting like 24 june i tink
dunoe. haha
short term memory.opp
oh. i met ben cheng today!! yippe..
haha
he's changed. hm haha. but still that old ben i know la.
haha
like my big teddy like that lol.
-huggies-
why treat me so nice in the very first place and den start holding back .
i'm bloated.
like der.
i ate so much.
lets see.
hm. tori-q. rotiboy the bugis one.
i love the bugis one alot.
hm. popcorn. hotdog bun.
eh. tuna and bacon pasta.
i feel like a piggg..
but i guess eating makes me feel better.
went out for movie with.
twin.karling.tracie.audrey.
hm.
haha
so fun lol.
enjoyed myself.
thanks.
but then now i feel fat.
feel damn uneasy.
gee.
jialat.
and i'm broke
haha. actualli everyone broke liao.
waiting for pay lol.
boohoo.when's kelvin goin to supply us with money.
its the great singapore sale.
so tempting to shop but no money.
sian.
and worst thing i still have to study for my mid years.
argh.
starting like 24 june i tink
dunoe. haha
short term memory.opp
oh. i met ben cheng today!! yippe..
haha
he's changed. hm haha. but still that old ben i know la.
haha
like my big teddy like that lol.
-huggies-
why treat me so nice in the very first place and den start holding back .
--lemme be your guardian angel--
11:15 PM
11:15 PM
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
i guess people dun get contented that easily ba
if they wanna sth den once they get that sth.
they change their target lol.
like when i very very ting hua that time.
they dun seem to see a single thing.
den when i dun.
they juz keep nagging and nagging.
i hate it kie.
i will say if i want to.
if i feel the need to.
when i'm saying the truth you jux dun believe me at all.
whee. why?
i'm tired emotionally.
really.
it takes two hands to clap.
so dun blame everythin on me kie.
you want me be independent.
do my own things. take care of myself.
yah right.
yah. so where's my pocket money for that past few weeks.
i work to get xtra money.
not pocket money kie.
but yah. i seem to be living on myself.
i haben move out onli.
i hate this kind of feeling.
you say you dun blame me for hating sch.
den why now you like that treat me.
tell me tell me.
you're not a fool kie. yah.you're not a spare part lol.
you're my darling.
stop thinking it that way can>?
please.
i'm tired of trying to convince you.
i dunnoe how to convince anyway.
if you're spare part i wont bother make you eat your meals.
i wont call you every nite then.
if giving in to me. makes you a fool.
den dun give in then.
dun bother abt me then.
i'm not toying with you kie.
even if i have that slight feeling for you.
i still wont step in or tell you.
coz i know how difficult it is to be in a love triangle.
so why bother keep asking.
why tink till so complicated.
you're dear to me lol. so thats it.
thanks girl. hm i hope you know this msg is for you ba.
really thanks.
for being there always lol.
i always manage to make you angry one lol.
yah. be it my sch matters or at work.
i see you like that very xin tong.
i know i shouldnt torture myself coz i know you'll xin tong.
yah. i know at times i put darling more imp then you. sorrie
but thats becoz he got much more probs than you.
but i wanna to tell you no matter waD.
you're equally that dear and imp to me kie. -huggies-
if they wanna sth den once they get that sth.
they change their target lol.
like when i very very ting hua that time.
they dun seem to see a single thing.
den when i dun.
they juz keep nagging and nagging.
i hate it kie.
i will say if i want to.
if i feel the need to.
when i'm saying the truth you jux dun believe me at all.
whee. why?
i'm tired emotionally.
really.
it takes two hands to clap.
so dun blame everythin on me kie.
you want me be independent.
do my own things. take care of myself.
yah right.
yah. so where's my pocket money for that past few weeks.
i work to get xtra money.
not pocket money kie.
but yah. i seem to be living on myself.
i haben move out onli.
i hate this kind of feeling.
you say you dun blame me for hating sch.
den why now you like that treat me.
tell me tell me.
you're not a fool kie. yah.you're not a spare part lol.
you're my darling.
stop thinking it that way can>?
please.
i'm tired of trying to convince you.
i dunnoe how to convince anyway.
if you're spare part i wont bother make you eat your meals.
i wont call you every nite then.
if giving in to me. makes you a fool.
den dun give in then.
dun bother abt me then.
i'm not toying with you kie.
even if i have that slight feeling for you.
i still wont step in or tell you.
coz i know how difficult it is to be in a love triangle.
so why bother keep asking.
why tink till so complicated.
you're dear to me lol. so thats it.
thanks girl. hm i hope you know this msg is for you ba.
really thanks.
for being there always lol.
i always manage to make you angry one lol.
yah. be it my sch matters or at work.
i see you like that very xin tong.
i know i shouldnt torture myself coz i know you'll xin tong.
yah. i know at times i put darling more imp then you. sorrie
but thats becoz he got much more probs than you.
but i wanna to tell you no matter waD.
you're equally that dear and imp to me kie. -huggies-
--lemme be your guardian angel--
8:34 AM
8:34 AM
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
kie. whatever.
i hate my parents.
yah.
fine.
they always like to follow me.
and i hate it.
kant i do wad i like.
wad the hell lol.
and fine.
tmr's there's some bloodly stupid camp and i dun wanna to go.
if is lessons den so be it i will go back and attend now the point is that is some camp lol.
some bloodly camp.
i hate it!
whatever.
i hate my life la.
wad the hell.
i dun care.
realli.
wad the i dun care.
juz now i should have juz get knocked down by that car.
shouldnt have come back in the very first place.
no one cares anyway.
i really hate my life.
when i'm about to pick myself up again.
everything juz comes in.
whatever.
i hate my parents.
yah.
fine.
they always like to follow me.
and i hate it.
kant i do wad i like.
wad the hell lol.
and fine.
tmr's there's some bloodly stupid camp and i dun wanna to go.
if is lessons den so be it i will go back and attend now the point is that is some camp lol.
some bloodly camp.
i hate it!
whatever.
i hate my life la.
wad the hell.
i dun care.
realli.
wad the i dun care.
juz now i should have juz get knocked down by that car.
shouldnt have come back in the very first place.
no one cares anyway.
i really hate my life.
when i'm about to pick myself up again.
everything juz comes in.
whatever.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
12:24 AM
12:24 AM
Saturday, May 21, 2005
=p now in the church.
it's mel's wedding.
the bride very very chio lol.
-huggies-
mel's lucky haha.
i'm in charge of showing the video that mr ng made for his bro
so that's why i got access to the com la. =p
yep this morning was supposed to go swimming but coz
i stayed up to study and talk on the phone.
so abit cannot wake up lol
hm.
yep karling is coming back on monday.
yipee. =p
haha.
it's mel's wedding.
the bride very very chio lol.
-huggies-
mel's lucky haha.
i'm in charge of showing the video that mr ng made for his bro
so that's why i got access to the com la. =p
yep this morning was supposed to go swimming but coz
i stayed up to study and talk on the phone.
so abit cannot wake up lol
hm.
yep karling is coming back on monday.
yipee. =p
haha.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
9:53 AM
9:53 AM
Friday, May 20, 2005
kie. i dunnoe
hai.
i supposed to be in sch la.
but i left half way.
who cares anyway lol
i dun ba
gee.
-huggies-
i wanna to resume back my student's life.
realli. but then again i realli dunnoe wad i really wanna ba
hm.
gee. had a little misunderstanding with darling last night.
sorrie karling for making you worry.
i'm okaee le.
yep.
hm.
sth i wonder whether wad i'm doin is correct anot.
its like so so unfair lol.
i do whatever for him. i dunnoe why
but he tends to like take it for granted.
-ar-bish-
hai. but when small woman buys dinner for him like once.
he like keep praisin her.
i olso wanted to stay and help but then my parents dun allow.
izzit my fault?
hai. i dunnoe la.
should i juz dun bother.
then he will like throw his tantrum say wad dun care dun care.
see him like that super super hurting lol.
den worst thing now is he juz changed his weekend shift to morning.
yay.
which is to say even that two days i wanna to pei him olso cannot.
coz he's working in the morning.
but then on a lighter note. angel say karling might be coming back to parkway.
yay. like that is much much better wor.
i love karling lol.
yep.
hai.
i supposed to be in sch la.
but i left half way.
who cares anyway lol
i dun ba
gee.
-huggies-
i wanna to resume back my student's life.
realli. but then again i realli dunnoe wad i really wanna ba
hm.
gee. had a little misunderstanding with darling last night.
sorrie karling for making you worry.
i'm okaee le.
yep.
hm.
sth i wonder whether wad i'm doin is correct anot.
its like so so unfair lol.
i do whatever for him. i dunnoe why
but he tends to like take it for granted.
-ar-bish-
hai. but when small woman buys dinner for him like once.
he like keep praisin her.
i olso wanted to stay and help but then my parents dun allow.
izzit my fault?
hai. i dunnoe la.
should i juz dun bother.
then he will like throw his tantrum say wad dun care dun care.
see him like that super super hurting lol.
den worst thing now is he juz changed his weekend shift to morning.
yay.
which is to say even that two days i wanna to pei him olso cannot.
coz he's working in the morning.
but then on a lighter note. angel say karling might be coming back to parkway.
yay. like that is much much better wor.
i love karling lol.
yep.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
11:02 AM
11:02 AM
Thursday, May 19, 2005
haha. im tink i'm sick.
hm. running nose. feeling cold.
i keep coughing. slight headache
hm.
dun worry ah.
i ate medicine le. haha.
this few days weather horrendous.
pple muz take care okie.
haha., dunnoe la.
hm. i hate thurs coz my supposingly sch timetabel is
the longest lol. hai.
i dunnoe. tink i most likely returning back to sch tmr.
hm. fri.
but i'll pon pe lessons.
whocares anyway =p
i dun.
otherwise i wont go back.
thats the onli condition.
they better abide to it lol.
-huggies-
hm twin's orienation camp today last day.
hopefully she enjoy it lol.
haha. muz ask her about it.
miss her lots lol.
garfield and small woman goin for orientation today.
boohoo. wont get to see them today ba.
hm audrey this sunday last day.
eh dunnoe why but i starting to feel very yi yi bu she le.
die. like that if everyone like that.
my heart sure break until dunnoe like wad lol.
gee.
oh.
karling made a bet with me .
or shld i say i made with her de.
say wad i wont go down to outlet today.
hm.
dear ah. i dunnoe if i can make it wor. but i guess i will try lol. =p
haha
chances kinda of slim though opp.
tmr gonna work. dun tink so much okie. juz work. no matter i'll be here for you one.
-muacks-
btw. he's in poland.
i keep wanting to blog but like keep slipping off my mind.
where's that.
so far away ah. karling say might be near finland. den can see santa clause.
hm. haha. he's coming back on 30th may coz nyp for his course start then.
i'm counting down to be able to meet you once more.. _________
hm. running nose. feeling cold.
i keep coughing. slight headache
hm.
dun worry ah.
i ate medicine le. haha.
this few days weather horrendous.
pple muz take care okie.
haha., dunnoe la.
hm. i hate thurs coz my supposingly sch timetabel is
the longest lol. hai.
i dunnoe. tink i most likely returning back to sch tmr.
hm. fri.
but i'll pon pe lessons.
whocares anyway =p
i dun.
otherwise i wont go back.
thats the onli condition.
they better abide to it lol.
-huggies-
hm twin's orienation camp today last day.
hopefully she enjoy it lol.
haha. muz ask her about it.
miss her lots lol.
garfield and small woman goin for orientation today.
boohoo. wont get to see them today ba.
hm audrey this sunday last day.
eh dunnoe why but i starting to feel very yi yi bu she le.
die. like that if everyone like that.
my heart sure break until dunnoe like wad lol.
gee.
oh.
karling made a bet with me .
or shld i say i made with her de.
say wad i wont go down to outlet today.
hm.
dear ah. i dunnoe if i can make it wor. but i guess i will try lol. =p
haha
chances kinda of slim though opp.
tmr gonna work. dun tink so much okie. juz work. no matter i'll be here for you one.
-muacks-
btw. he's in poland.
i keep wanting to blog but like keep slipping off my mind.
where's that.
so far away ah. karling say might be near finland. den can see santa clause.
hm. haha. he's coming back on 30th may coz nyp for his course start then.
i'm counting down to be able to meet you once more.. _________
--lemme be your guardian angel--
9:39 AM
9:39 AM
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
hmm kie i'm online to blog again.
haha
juz read karling's blog.
..dotz..
nice dream that you have lol.
hm. tho last nite msg me say wad np having a new course
called nursing.
hm. den wad application satrt next week.
i tink he like worry too much for me le..
den got the info mixed up.
hm is lessons starting next week.
np is juz announced to world that they are having a new course.
hm.
dunnoe why like that mebbie better coz i dun wanna take up nursing that much olso
i like early childhood more.
or mebbie a miracle comes and i love junior college.
mebbie i would.
you never know lol.
gee. i'm off to go out with ying pei and audrey.
be back later to blog
haha
juz read karling's blog.
..dotz..
nice dream that you have lol.
hm. tho last nite msg me say wad np having a new course
called nursing.
hm. den wad application satrt next week.
i tink he like worry too much for me le..
den got the info mixed up.
hm is lessons starting next week.
np is juz announced to world that they are having a new course.
hm.
dunnoe why like that mebbie better coz i dun wanna take up nursing that much olso
i like early childhood more.
or mebbie a miracle comes and i love junior college.
mebbie i would.
you never know lol.
gee. i'm off to go out with ying pei and audrey.
be back later to blog
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:14 AM
10:14 AM
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
hm. kie i doin sth interesting.
i'm talking on the phone with karling.
talking on the net with karling.
and i still miss her. oppz
hm. dunnoe la. kie i'm nuts lol.
dunnoe i love karling. oppz.
later twin olso jealous. haha.
i miss her olso.
she now in camp lol.
a bit very weird la.. dun have her voice like that lol
hm. sch is starting soon.
i mean poly la.
except for my karling which already started la.
hm. dunnoe rotiboy gang gonna split soon lol.
oppz. karling got this interesting thoery of trying to persuade me to go sch.
she say like we all attend different sch which is true la.
den rotiboy is like tuiton centre like that.
weekend mmuz have some sessions lol.
haha. yeah manz. den like parkway is one class lol.
den karling like class hop one la.
haha. from pw to tamp to bedok la.
haha
i know she will come back to her original class la.
dun worry lol. =p
yep .. today i went down outlet lol.
den hohz. i helped out a little. dunnoe why so happy olso. feel much better den morning la.
haha. den kelvin uber nice like that.
ask me punch card wor. haha. nah. i den dun wanna.
onli help out a while.
moreover i no shirt olso.
outlet come two more pple =p
one guan yi the other ju hao.
sth like that sorry if my typing got prob. oppz.
you know hoh.
surprise surprise they onli sec three lol.
suddenly tink i very old leh.
oppz.
den dunnoe la. from bedok town one.
den darling say they wont stay long one lol.
yep haha. dunno lah. darling say they dun haf the passion to
work at rotiboy. unlike the parkway gang. they onli wanna money la =p
haha
i olso dunnoe darling say de wor.
oh i met sheennaa. she look chio lol.
in her sajc unifrom la.
haha. but then she dun seem happy wor.
hm. dunnoe wor. -huggies- dun tink so much ah.
i no better olso la.
haha
yet i'm like trying to help pple feel better.
hm. oh np send me the early childhood brochure.
hm. tink i should be goin there next year la.
unless a miracle happens lol. that i will like nangyang.
hm. you never know..
i still miss you realli. i never once stop loving you.
i doubt you will see this anyway
i miss you.
i'm talking on the phone with karling.
talking on the net with karling.
and i still miss her. oppz
hm. dunnoe la. kie i'm nuts lol.
dunnoe i love karling. oppz.
later twin olso jealous. haha.
i miss her olso.
she now in camp lol.
a bit very weird la.. dun have her voice like that lol
hm. sch is starting soon.
i mean poly la.
except for my karling which already started la.
hm. dunnoe rotiboy gang gonna split soon lol.
oppz. karling got this interesting thoery of trying to persuade me to go sch.
she say like we all attend different sch which is true la.
den rotiboy is like tuiton centre like that.
weekend mmuz have some sessions lol.
haha. yeah manz. den like parkway is one class lol.
den karling like class hop one la.
haha. from pw to tamp to bedok la.
haha
i know she will come back to her original class la.
dun worry lol. =p
yep .. today i went down outlet lol.
den hohz. i helped out a little. dunnoe why so happy olso. feel much better den morning la.
haha. den kelvin uber nice like that.
ask me punch card wor. haha. nah. i den dun wanna.
onli help out a while.
moreover i no shirt olso.
outlet come two more pple =p
one guan yi the other ju hao.
sth like that sorry if my typing got prob. oppz.
you know hoh.
surprise surprise they onli sec three lol.
suddenly tink i very old leh.
oppz.
den dunnoe la. from bedok town one.
den darling say they wont stay long one lol.
yep haha. dunno lah. darling say they dun haf the passion to
work at rotiboy. unlike the parkway gang. they onli wanna money la =p
haha
i olso dunnoe darling say de wor.
oh i met sheennaa. she look chio lol.
in her sajc unifrom la.
haha. but then she dun seem happy wor.
hm. dunnoe wor. -huggies- dun tink so much ah.
i no better olso la.
haha
yet i'm like trying to help pple feel better.
hm. oh np send me the early childhood brochure.
hm. tink i should be goin there next year la.
unless a miracle happens lol. that i will like nangyang.
hm. you never know..
i still miss you realli. i never once stop loving you.
i doubt you will see this anyway
i miss you.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:20 PM
10:20 PM
Monday, May 16, 2005
kie today morning quarrel with parents
again.
i mean again.
seriously i'm really tired.
keep quarrelling over the same thing.
i realli wanna go back sch one.
but i still cannot bring myself to walk past that school gate.
when will the time comes when i realli look forward to goin to sch.
or when will be the time when my frenzs will leave seats durin lectures for me.
gee. i dunnoe.
i tink i'll try go back sch tmr. since tmr olso a very short dy for me ma.
hai.
i olso dunnoe.
but then i realli touched.
thanks mr neo.
for not giving up on me.
for sending me my econs notes.
i wanna to step thru that sch gate and feel happy again..
oh. i still cannot forget him ba. gee. i'm trying.
but i still holding on to that hope you'll come back into my life again.
again.
i mean again.
seriously i'm really tired.
keep quarrelling over the same thing.
i realli wanna go back sch one.
but i still cannot bring myself to walk past that school gate.
when will the time comes when i realli look forward to goin to sch.
or when will be the time when my frenzs will leave seats durin lectures for me.
gee. i dunnoe.
i tink i'll try go back sch tmr. since tmr olso a very short dy for me ma.
hai.
i olso dunnoe.
but then i realli touched.
thanks mr neo.
for not giving up on me.
for sending me my econs notes.
i wanna to step thru that sch gate and feel happy again..
oh. i still cannot forget him ba. gee. i'm trying.
but i still holding on to that hope you'll come back into my life again.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
12:37 PM
12:37 PM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
haha. i was high last nite. kie.
mebbie should say this early morning la.
haha
supposingly is the rotiboy parkway gang de.
haha. which must include jason and pei qin de. but they have their reasons.
den no choice lol.
so onli eight pple one for supper last nite. at old market
haha. me karling.yingpei.twin.audrey.tracie.botak.peng yee.
was pouring so heavily lol. everyone like sian liao. haha.
but once reach there like keep on eating lol.
so sian
haha
den like got one wall between me.audrey.karling and ying pei and the other four la.
we four here super high .
kie mebbie onli me. haha
keep making a lot of noise.
i tink attracted to much attention le.
oppx. haha. but then botak and peng yee started mixing the drinks.
so shu jun say suggest play zhong ji mi ma.
haha
so fun! =p
everyone starting getting high den.
i so suay loll. got tio for three times lol
haha. den drink some chilli thingy one. dunnoe wads inside olso la
gee. stomach feels funny lol.
haha. den very hot.. realli.
not my fault ma..
i dun take chilli one.
den that botak keep adding chilli inside lol.
den one thing so funni is.. he keep adding rite.
den the next person who got it is his tracie..
den he super xin tong lol.
can see from his face wor. haha
but it was so fun. i finally manage to get a photo with my twin lol
hm. haha so high. i wish time juz freeze there no sch. no work.
everyone so happy. come to tink of it. realli very saD.
the gang is splitting le. coz sch is starting. =x
hai. oh photos on karling and twin's blog lol. haha. me last nite couldnt online
so didnt got it lol. i love rotiboy parkway.
how i wish jason went. dunnoe why too. -huggies-
mebbie should say this early morning la.
haha
supposingly is the rotiboy parkway gang de.
haha. which must include jason and pei qin de. but they have their reasons.
den no choice lol.
so onli eight pple one for supper last nite. at old market
haha. me karling.yingpei.twin.audrey.tracie.botak.peng yee.
was pouring so heavily lol. everyone like sian liao. haha.
but once reach there like keep on eating lol.
so sian
haha
den like got one wall between me.audrey.karling and ying pei and the other four la.
we four here super high .
kie mebbie onli me. haha
keep making a lot of noise.
i tink attracted to much attention le.
oppx. haha. but then botak and peng yee started mixing the drinks.
so shu jun say suggest play zhong ji mi ma.
haha
so fun! =p
everyone starting getting high den.
i so suay loll. got tio for three times lol
haha. den drink some chilli thingy one. dunnoe wads inside olso la
gee. stomach feels funny lol.
haha. den very hot.. realli.
not my fault ma..
i dun take chilli one.
den that botak keep adding chilli inside lol.
den one thing so funni is.. he keep adding rite.
den the next person who got it is his tracie..
den he super xin tong lol.
can see from his face wor. haha
but it was so fun. i finally manage to get a photo with my twin lol
hm. haha so high. i wish time juz freeze there no sch. no work.
everyone so happy. come to tink of it. realli very saD.
the gang is splitting le. coz sch is starting. =x
hai. oh photos on karling and twin's blog lol. haha. me last nite couldnt online
so didnt got it lol. i love rotiboy parkway.
how i wish jason went. dunnoe why too. -huggies-
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:13 AM
10:13 AM
Thursday, May 12, 2005
i'm in a good mood. haha =p
-huggies-
whee.
coz i went shopping with karling.
and audrey.
so long nve so crazee le.
haha
but i haf lots of fun.
thanks.
realli.
=p
haha.
i finally bought my new shoe haha.
nike blur colour one.
best hoh.. i bought the same shoe as karling lol.
haha. i bought new polo tee again.
whee. boohoo.
i tink i falling in love with polo tees lol.
yippe..
but best of all rite. we took neos. trying to plug in the scanner and scan in wor
thanks.
next time muz do it with twin. tracie. everyone wor
but then muz wait till got money first la hoh. =p
-huggies-
whee.
coz i went shopping with karling.
and audrey.
so long nve so crazee le.
haha
but i haf lots of fun.
thanks.
realli.
=p
haha.
i finally bought my new shoe haha.
nike blur colour one.
best hoh.. i bought the same shoe as karling lol.
haha. i bought new polo tee again.
whee. boohoo.
i tink i falling in love with polo tees lol.
yippe..
but best of all rite. we took neos. trying to plug in the scanner and scan in wor
thanks.
next time muz do it with twin. tracie. everyone wor
but then muz wait till got money first la hoh. =p
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:25 PM
10:25 PM
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
um kie
i haben been sttending sch for three weeks.
i need to go back sch man.
hai.
everyone is getting on with their new life.
i have to olso lol.
gee.
this post is goin to get emtional.
i hope everyone sees it.
i miss thomas.eleanor.cons.
realli. miss those thimes we study realli hard together.
can i meet up with you guys one day?
please....
i miss the closing gang.
its like splitting up already.
now jason do more of morning den night.
dunno to hate him or wad lol.
hai., wanna to cry la.
ying pei changing to part time le.
den will not spend much time together liao.
peng yee confirm leaving soon coz his daddy dun allow him to work once sch strats.
moreover its kinda of true that rotiboy pay a little little la. so yah.
my twin. she olso most likely not staying le.
she say her ah bu dun allow lol.
i and karling is trying so hard to persuade her to stay la.
but i realli dunnoe yet olso.
karling is like stuck in tamp.
i know she is not happy. i feel so useless lol.
kant help her do much.
as for me. my mum actualli forbid me from working.
she wanna me to study.
but i really dunnoe how.
so confused..
my onli hope now is to make my rotiboy tee.
at least there is something i can treasure realli..
i wanna a new start.
i haben been sttending sch for three weeks.
i need to go back sch man.
hai.
everyone is getting on with their new life.
i have to olso lol.
gee.
this post is goin to get emtional.
i hope everyone sees it.
i miss thomas.eleanor.cons.
realli. miss those thimes we study realli hard together.
can i meet up with you guys one day?
please....
i miss the closing gang.
its like splitting up already.
now jason do more of morning den night.
dunno to hate him or wad lol.
hai., wanna to cry la.
ying pei changing to part time le.
den will not spend much time together liao.
peng yee confirm leaving soon coz his daddy dun allow him to work once sch strats.
moreover its kinda of true that rotiboy pay a little little la. so yah.
my twin. she olso most likely not staying le.
she say her ah bu dun allow lol.
i and karling is trying so hard to persuade her to stay la.
but i realli dunnoe yet olso.
karling is like stuck in tamp.
i know she is not happy. i feel so useless lol.
kant help her do much.
as for me. my mum actualli forbid me from working.
she wanna me to study.
but i really dunnoe how.
so confused..
my onli hope now is to make my rotiboy tee.
at least there is something i can treasure realli..
i wanna a new start.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:38 AM
10:38 AM
Monday, May 09, 2005
eh.
kie i didnt go sch today again
i muz confess.
sorrie karling.
sorrie darling.
went to talko vp today.
broke down in front of them. i realli didnt wanna it that way..
couldnt control though.
hai
i dunnoe la.
everytime i tink i like having headache one.
eh. hai. i juz dun like nanyang la.
went down to rotiboy lol.
twin very poor thing.
very late den eat dinner.
i wnana pei her olso cannot.
coz need reach home by eight.
sorrie twin.
ate koo kee with darling.
but then again. darling like so bad mood.
so scary lol.
hai. mood swing.
heard this morning tracie and audrey made him angry.
but then something juz tell me that its not them
but i dunnoe why he like that lol.
trying so hard to learn not to care though. still trying.
now he juz msg me say he hand leg arm all got rashes.
its back again.
ask him go see doc dun listen i olso dunnoe how le
den my karling's mummy forcing her to quit rotiboy.
ask her choose between work and her cca.
she seem realli keen in joining guitar.
i dunnoe whether she's doin the right thing.
but i jus wanna her to be happy.
and like you always tell me. no matter what.
i'll be here kie so dun tink so much.
-huggies-
love you lots.
kie i didnt go sch today again
i muz confess.
sorrie karling.
sorrie darling.
went to talko vp today.
broke down in front of them. i realli didnt wanna it that way..
couldnt control though.
hai
i dunnoe la.
everytime i tink i like having headache one.
eh. hai. i juz dun like nanyang la.
went down to rotiboy lol.
twin very poor thing.
very late den eat dinner.
i wnana pei her olso cannot.
coz need reach home by eight.
sorrie twin.
ate koo kee with darling.
but then again. darling like so bad mood.
so scary lol.
hai. mood swing.
heard this morning tracie and audrey made him angry.
but then something juz tell me that its not them
but i dunnoe why he like that lol.
trying so hard to learn not to care though. still trying.
now he juz msg me say he hand leg arm all got rashes.
its back again.
ask him go see doc dun listen i olso dunnoe how le
den my karling's mummy forcing her to quit rotiboy.
ask her choose between work and her cca.
she seem realli keen in joining guitar.
i dunnoe whether she's doin the right thing.
but i jus wanna her to be happy.
and like you always tell me. no matter what.
i'll be here kie so dun tink so much.
-huggies-
love you lots.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:25 PM
10:25 PM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
um. gee.
-huggies-
tmr's a new start.
eh. yah.
need to go back to nanyang junior college lol.
hate sch still but then like that lol.
ydae very bad lol.
bad day for me lol.
kelvin my irriating boss lol.
eh. he was my cashier asst lol.
dunnoe wad happen.
den is like. no buns liao lol
he still keep taking order.
its so different from wad jason they all teach me leh
so stress la.
-hai- -sigh-
den i cause so much commotion.
panic to jason.pengyee.small woman. shujun.audrey.karling.
hai. sorrie.
all my fault. i shouldnt screw things up ba.
i wanna to make up.
teach me how.
-huggies-
tmr's a new start.
eh. yah.
need to go back to nanyang junior college lol.
hate sch still but then like that lol.
ydae very bad lol.
bad day for me lol.
kelvin my irriating boss lol.
eh. he was my cashier asst lol.
dunnoe wad happen.
den is like. no buns liao lol
he still keep taking order.
its so different from wad jason they all teach me leh
so stress la.
-hai- -sigh-
den i cause so much commotion.
panic to jason.pengyee.small woman. shujun.audrey.karling.
hai. sorrie.
all my fault. i shouldnt screw things up ba.
i wanna to make up.
teach me how.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
1:39 PM
1:39 PM
Friday, May 06, 2005
um kie pple
i'm feeling much better le la.
conclusion.
i compromise with my parents.
i'm gonna stay at nyjc. till my ply appeal is fine lol.
they say will take a long long while.
boohoo.
nyjc for me again.
hopefully i can make it ba.
and i'm promising myself not to commit myself so much
into rotiboy.
gotta spend more time in church and cell.
i must lol.
hai.
-huggies-
i juz wanna to tell. my mummy and daddy.
that io love them sorry to make them worry.
i love karling and darling.
i know you two realli care.
i'm sorry to make you guys so angry and pissed off at times.
and my twin. thanks for always bringing me laughter.
yah.
i'm feeling much better le la.
conclusion.
i compromise with my parents.
i'm gonna stay at nyjc. till my ply appeal is fine lol.
they say will take a long long while.
boohoo.
nyjc for me again.
hopefully i can make it ba.
and i'm promising myself not to commit myself so much
into rotiboy.
gotta spend more time in church and cell.
i must lol.
hai.
-huggies-
i juz wanna to tell. my mummy and daddy.
that io love them sorry to make them worry.
i love karling and darling.
i know you two realli care.
i'm sorry to make you guys so angry and pissed off at times.
and my twin. thanks for always bringing me laughter.
yah.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:04 AM
10:04 AM
Thursday, May 05, 2005
why muz everyone force me do things that i dun like.
and i mean i dun like.
why?>
i realli wonder why.
i realli hate nanyang junior college.!
but no one believes me.
everyone juz ask me to try.
why force me.
sometimes i juz wanna to end it.
realli.
i haben been crying so much.
so much. i tink i can flodd the house.
i juz hate it.
i hate myself for resisting to go sch.
but do i have a choice.
i dun wan go sch.
kant i juz withdraw.
why kant you juz leave me alone.
give up on me can?
and i mean i dun like.
why?>
i realli wonder why.
i realli hate nanyang junior college.!
but no one believes me.
everyone juz ask me to try.
why force me.
sometimes i juz wanna to end it.
realli.
i haben been crying so much.
so much. i tink i can flodd the house.
i juz hate it.
i hate myself for resisting to go sch.
but do i have a choice.
i dun wan go sch.
kant i juz withdraw.
why kant you juz leave me alone.
give up on me can?
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:09 PM
10:09 PM
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
i dunnoe why.
those i dun wanna to see or talk about keep talking to me.
those i wanna to talk to actualli ignored me.
hai. i dunnoe la.
i dunnoe why today i wake up feeling so lost lol.
realli.
i wanna so much to go poly.
i dun wanna wait till next year though.
i dunno why i got this weird feeling la.
how huh? between poly and jc.
i wonder i is dun like jc or jus dun like nanyang lol.
can someone please teach me wasd to do?
my head is hurting liao..
den my karling dun seem okay.
and she like dun wanna tell me de.
hai.
so heartache.
den now worst is she got bullied at workplace.
so poor thing one lol.
i feel so useless.. dunnow how to help her.
to make her feel better hai
so weird lol.
those i dun wanna to see or talk about keep talking to me.
those i wanna to talk to actualli ignored me.
hai. i dunnoe la.
i dunnoe why today i wake up feeling so lost lol.
realli.
i wanna so much to go poly.
i dun wanna wait till next year though.
i dunno why i got this weird feeling la.
how huh? between poly and jc.
i wonder i is dun like jc or jus dun like nanyang lol.
can someone please teach me wasd to do?
my head is hurting liao..
den my karling dun seem okay.
and she like dun wanna tell me de.
hai.
so heartache.
den now worst is she got bullied at workplace.
so poor thing one lol.
i feel so useless.. dunnow how to help her.
to make her feel better hai
so weird lol.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
8:51 AM
8:51 AM
Monday, May 02, 2005
okie.
i jus read karling blog.
i juz reached home lol. den first thing i see is my karling blog.
i promise to see it ydae one lol.
gee.
sorrie dear.
i didnt know you feel that way.
i really neglected you a lot.
plus my twin olso.
den now even you at tamp lol.
hai.
my time to spend with you is like getting lesser and lesser.
why?
can tell me why?
-huggies-
dun tink you are always second to jason.
i'm telling you that you're not okie.
i guess i juz spend more time with jason.
hai.
i promise to treat you better.
dun everything bottle up.
you can scold me de.
hai.
today my karling got bullied.
i feel so useless lol.
i cannot do anything lol.
hai. its like out my control lol.
i dun like that kc from the way karling say liao.
hai
nan de karling will get angry one leh.
so can realli say the kc is kana sai kie.
-huggies-
girl . no matter wad. me n jun will be here for you okie.
hai.
i realli wanna you back.
den at least i can see you more often.
if cAn we arrange to meet on friday before your work ba.
oh. btw i cried again.
regarding that nanyang thing.
i realli dun like it.
why muz force me go school lol.
i hate it from the very start.
i dunnoe how to pick myself up again.,
realli at a loss.
i seriously need help.
i wanna you back.
realli.
i need someone to guide me once again.
i jus read karling blog.
i juz reached home lol. den first thing i see is my karling blog.
i promise to see it ydae one lol.
gee.
sorrie dear.
i didnt know you feel that way.
i really neglected you a lot.
plus my twin olso.
den now even you at tamp lol.
hai.
my time to spend with you is like getting lesser and lesser.
why?
can tell me why?
-huggies-
dun tink you are always second to jason.
i'm telling you that you're not okie.
i guess i juz spend more time with jason.
hai.
i promise to treat you better.
dun everything bottle up.
you can scold me de.
hai.
today my karling got bullied.
i feel so useless lol.
i cannot do anything lol.
hai. its like out my control lol.
i dun like that kc from the way karling say liao.
hai
nan de karling will get angry one leh.
so can realli say the kc is kana sai kie.
-huggies-
girl . no matter wad. me n jun will be here for you okie.
hai.
i realli wanna you back.
den at least i can see you more often.
if cAn we arrange to meet on friday before your work ba.
oh. btw i cried again.
regarding that nanyang thing.
i realli dun like it.
why muz force me go school lol.
i hate it from the very start.
i dunnoe how to pick myself up again.,
realli at a loss.
i seriously need help.
i wanna you back.
realli.
i need someone to guide me once again.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
11:26 PM
11:26 PM