Saturday, July 30, 2005
hm. kie. was supposed to blog ydae nite.
but i wasnt feeling very okay.
yah. i dun deny the fact i'm kinda of unhappy la.
but yah. its like why muz it happen again.
dunnoe la.
the way you reacted this time so different from the other time lol.
feel really uneasy.
but i'll be fine la.
i cannot mention much about wad happen though
but juz that for now i'm still very confused and having mixed feelings lol.
dunnoe wad i wanna la. but i'm happy for jason la. =p
yep.
actualli before we had meeting today.
during doc's appointment that time
something seem to be telling me its high time i let go lol.
yah.
like why bother holding to sth ba.
dunnoe la. trying hard to accept lol. yep.
i'll be fine. gimme some time ba =p
but i wasnt feeling very okay.
yah. i dun deny the fact i'm kinda of unhappy la.
but yah. its like why muz it happen again.
dunnoe la.
the way you reacted this time so different from the other time lol.
feel really uneasy.
but i'll be fine la.
i cannot mention much about wad happen though
but juz that for now i'm still very confused and having mixed feelings lol.
dunnoe wad i wanna la. but i'm happy for jason la. =p
yep.
actualli before we had meeting today.
during doc's appointment that time
something seem to be telling me its high time i let go lol.
yah.
like why bother holding to sth ba.
dunnoe la. trying hard to accept lol. yep.
i'll be fine. gimme some time ba =p
--lemme be your guardian angel--
8:15 AM
8:15 AM
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
boo.
finally i blogged.
habent been in the right mood to blog lol.
eh as in like no mood. very tired.
alot of things on my mind lol.
yep.
sch. him.
gee. dunnoe why this few days i keep thinking of him lol
missing those times.
but i know its impossible to be back again.
at least for now?
-crossing fingers-
i just hope that these four years will work ba.
dunnoe?
whatever.
trying so hard to survive thru school now lol
sch suck for cure though.
moreover lol.
i still cannot stay in school for so long hours lol
realli.
like thur i goin crazee le.
hai. trying so hard.
i hope i can see him soon.
hai. dunnoe how olso la.
on second thot. hai i so confused now lol.
sorrie realli i dun wanna to step into it one.
but its not my choice realli.
i onli wish you be happy ba.
pleasee.
finally i blogged.
habent been in the right mood to blog lol.
eh as in like no mood. very tired.
alot of things on my mind lol.
yep.
sch. him.
gee. dunnoe why this few days i keep thinking of him lol
missing those times.
but i know its impossible to be back again.
at least for now?
-crossing fingers-
i just hope that these four years will work ba.
dunnoe?
whatever.
trying so hard to survive thru school now lol
sch suck for cure though.
moreover lol.
i still cannot stay in school for so long hours lol
realli.
like thur i goin crazee le.
hai. trying so hard.
i hope i can see him soon.
hai. dunnoe how olso la.
on second thot. hai i so confused now lol.
sorrie realli i dun wanna to step into it one.
but its not my choice realli.
i onli wish you be happy ba.
pleasee.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
7:44 PM
7:44 PM
Saturday, July 16, 2005
kie.
boo. yep
=p
in high spirits.
coz he talked to me!
haha
-excited-
kie. mebbie its onli like 15 mins.
but den again he talked to me.
gee. i missed those times i hog the phone with you lol.
can we do that again.
boohoo.
i'm supposed to accept it.
it's over.
but i'll never stop loving you
-huggies-
i'm still sick. haha
still on medication lol.
sian. makes me so sleepy onli.
how to work later leh.
-headaches-
my nose still not back at all.
hm. oh my mid years. its like triple o
and a stupid b lol.
hai.
so sad rite.
my results ah. but then again
not that disappointed olso la.
considering the fact that i missed sch for so long ba.
yah yah. still cannot find any motivation lol.
yep. trying.
boo. yep
=p
in high spirits.
coz he talked to me!
haha
-excited-
kie. mebbie its onli like 15 mins.
but den again he talked to me.
gee. i missed those times i hog the phone with you lol.
can we do that again.
boohoo.
i'm supposed to accept it.
it's over.
but i'll never stop loving you
-huggies-
i'm still sick. haha
still on medication lol.
sian. makes me so sleepy onli.
how to work later leh.
-headaches-
my nose still not back at all.
hm. oh my mid years. its like triple o
and a stupid b lol.
hai.
so sad rite.
my results ah. but then again
not that disappointed olso la.
considering the fact that i missed sch for so long ba.
yah yah. still cannot find any motivation lol.
yep. trying.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:59 AM
10:59 AM
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
sian. sometimes i wish that you wont hold me so breathless.
that you wont care so mucha bout me can?
i need my own space..
-yawnz-
hai. kie kie he's not mine anymore.
hm.
he was once mine lol.
-huggies-
i miss him lol.
alot.
realli.
first thing first.
today is officially audrey's bdae!
happy bdae audrey.
she finally turn eighteen lol.
=p
haha. ydae went kbox at cinelesiure.
wedamn high lol.
at first like very dead like that.
but after that much okay lol. haha
me and audrey like keep singing.
sorrie pple
was torture for you guys' ears.
sorrie sorrie. haha.
=p den audrey was practically jumping up and down wor.
haha
hm den botak very high when tracie not ard.
hm. naughty wor. haha.
i miss him.
i'm serious.
gee.
aniwae. if you guys are wondering.
why i'm able use the com now.
is b''coz i'm sick.
officially wor. haha.
juz came back from the doc lol.
haha. got two days of mc lol.
gee. me so pathetic no one pei me go see doc wor. haha
but then again used to it le la.
why do i keep missing you.
thinking of you.
you're the only one that can make me feel this way..
that you wont care so mucha bout me can?
i need my own space..
-yawnz-
hai. kie kie he's not mine anymore.
hm.
he was once mine lol.
-huggies-
i miss him lol.
alot.
realli.
first thing first.
today is officially audrey's bdae!
happy bdae audrey.
she finally turn eighteen lol.
=p
haha. ydae went kbox at cinelesiure.
wedamn high lol.
at first like very dead like that.
but after that much okay lol. haha
me and audrey like keep singing.
sorrie pple
was torture for you guys' ears.
sorrie sorrie. haha.
=p den audrey was practically jumping up and down wor.
haha
hm den botak very high when tracie not ard.
hm. naughty wor. haha.
i miss him.
i'm serious.
gee.
aniwae. if you guys are wondering.
why i'm able use the com now.
is b''coz i'm sick.
officially wor. haha.
juz came back from the doc lol.
haha. got two days of mc lol.
gee. me so pathetic no one pei me go see doc wor. haha
but then again used to it le la.
why do i keep missing you.
thinking of you.
you're the only one that can make me feel this way..
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:39 AM
10:39 AM
Thursday, July 07, 2005
oh i wanna to scream sth.
he's mine. pleaseeeee.. dun snatch him away for me.
gimme another chance.
kie.
i'm typing this with a tired body lol.
sian.
kie haha. today's offically start of term three lol.
day one.
kie. haha. got back two papers.
boo. physics and maths.
eh physics i knew i was goin to fail so abit no feeling that kind lol
maths got a 63
haha. wasnt that bad yah considering the fact i didnt attend sch for so long.
and also that i went to take paper without knowing trigo.
hm.
haha
dunnoe la.
now that the mid years are over lol.
gee. but then now every teacher is like reminding us say promos is in
lemme c.
three months ba.
yah
haha. kie. stress.
dunnoe la.
haha. but thanks marcus today. had lots of fun today lol.
hang out at parkway with him after having dinner together lol.
was damn relaxed la.
never laughed so much before.
haha
i doubt he will see this olso la.
boo.
was laughin at the retarded pooh.
den he had this stupid story lol.
conclusion. its always to go out with marcus.
haha
he look damn cool in his sajc uniform lol. o_O
den he got this theory say wad sajc without the tie look like
bishan ite uniform haha.
nah lol. oh he's getting me a sajc tie haha.
kie i keep saying i like it so much. boo.
haha
i miss marcus man.
hm. tmr he got oral. wish him best of luck ba.
yah =p
he's mine. pleaseeeee.. dun snatch him away for me.
gimme another chance.
kie.
i'm typing this with a tired body lol.
sian.
kie haha. today's offically start of term three lol.
day one.
kie. haha. got back two papers.
boo. physics and maths.
eh physics i knew i was goin to fail so abit no feeling that kind lol
maths got a 63
haha. wasnt that bad yah considering the fact i didnt attend sch for so long.
and also that i went to take paper without knowing trigo.
hm.
haha
dunnoe la.
now that the mid years are over lol.
gee. but then now every teacher is like reminding us say promos is in
lemme c.
three months ba.
yah
haha. kie. stress.
dunnoe la.
haha. but thanks marcus today. had lots of fun today lol.
hang out at parkway with him after having dinner together lol.
was damn relaxed la.
never laughed so much before.
haha
i doubt he will see this olso la.
boo.
was laughin at the retarded pooh.
den he had this stupid story lol.
conclusion. its always to go out with marcus.
haha
he look damn cool in his sajc uniform lol. o_O
den he got this theory say wad sajc without the tie look like
bishan ite uniform haha.
nah lol. oh he's getting me a sajc tie haha.
kie i keep saying i like it so much. boo.
haha
i miss marcus man.
hm. tmr he got oral. wish him best of luck ba.
yah =p
--lemme be your guardian angel--
11:06 PM
11:06 PM
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
boo.
kie sorrie haha
ydae was so damn tired lol.
den yah.slept really early lol.
hee. ydae we went to celebrate karling's bdae.
very fun.
haha.she recieved alot of pressies lol.
the eyore i bought i walked almost the whole singapore lol.
haha
but then she happy jiu hao.
hm. heh. can she she really very touched lol.=)
enjoy thats good.
den we taked neos. haha
so funnie.
take until head very pain den got one new machine very wu liaoz lol
so sian.
haha. take until i so hot.
den so ugly lol.
wad take 21 poses den choose six..
in the end turn out we so funni de face lol. haha
but we realli like siao one.
haha
will upload the photos la =p
kie sorrie haha
ydae was so damn tired lol.
den yah.slept really early lol.
hee. ydae we went to celebrate karling's bdae.
very fun.
haha.she recieved alot of pressies lol.
the eyore i bought i walked almost the whole singapore lol.
haha
but then she happy jiu hao.
hm. heh. can she she really very touched lol.=)
enjoy thats good.
den we taked neos. haha
so funnie.
take until head very pain den got one new machine very wu liaoz lol
so sian.
haha. take until i so hot.
den so ugly lol.
wad take 21 poses den choose six..
in the end turn out we so funni de face lol. haha
but we realli like siao one.
haha
will upload the photos la =p
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:23 AM
10:23 AM
Monday, July 04, 2005
i want to scream.
sorrie.
for making you worrying.
sorry that whatever he say create a bigger influence.
sorrie for not taking into account how you feel.
sorry for making you feel forgotten.
starting to tink you and him getting closer.
but thats me. i cannot blame anyone.
jus went to played pool.
and first thing.
so mani couples.
suddenly thot of him.
when i pei him when he played with his gang.
i missing him so much!
ronghui ronghui ronghui.
hai.
thot of that bus trip when he sent me home.
and he was so tired that he fell asleep.
he sleep till very cute.
den. was actualli freezing.
but jus looking at him sleep i couldnt feel anything.
den you felt the aircon.
and hugged me the way back.
i missed that hug.
i really miss you.
why have i fallen so in love with you.
watched initial d for the third time.
saw jay again. but yet i tink of you.
why izzit me? i miss holding your hand.
i miss your shoulder.
i miss every single part of you.
i miss you. and only you.
i dunno whether you will see this anyway.
everyone might tink i'm silly.
but i juz wana to scream can i have you back.
jus once more.
i wont make any mistake anymore.
juz when i'm feeling very nan shou.
everyone starts ignoring me.
and then mummy start accusing me for sth that i didnt do.
halo.
play pool doesnt equal smoking kie.
whatever.
she wont believe anyway.
kie i'm feeling better.
sorrie.
for making you worrying.
sorry that whatever he say create a bigger influence.
sorrie for not taking into account how you feel.
sorry for making you feel forgotten.
starting to tink you and him getting closer.
but thats me. i cannot blame anyone.
jus went to played pool.
and first thing.
so mani couples.
suddenly thot of him.
when i pei him when he played with his gang.
i missing him so much!
ronghui ronghui ronghui.
hai.
thot of that bus trip when he sent me home.
and he was so tired that he fell asleep.
he sleep till very cute.
den. was actualli freezing.
but jus looking at him sleep i couldnt feel anything.
den you felt the aircon.
and hugged me the way back.
i missed that hug.
i really miss you.
why have i fallen so in love with you.
watched initial d for the third time.
saw jay again. but yet i tink of you.
why izzit me? i miss holding your hand.
i miss your shoulder.
i miss every single part of you.
i miss you. and only you.
i dunno whether you will see this anyway.
everyone might tink i'm silly.
but i juz wana to scream can i have you back.
jus once more.
i wont make any mistake anymore.
juz when i'm feeling very nan shou.
everyone starts ignoring me.
and then mummy start accusing me for sth that i didnt do.
halo.
play pool doesnt equal smoking kie.
whatever.
she wont believe anyway.
kie i'm feeling better.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
5:59 PM
5:59 PM
kie better make this post short.
supposed to be sleeping one
so yah right.
was jus wondering
whats the diff between a jc kid and a poly student.
nothing much la
yah -cross fingers-
izzit realli true a poly student will be much more independent den
a jc one.
dunnoe la.
why i bother man.
juz that stupid feeling la.
why didnt i choose to go poly.
coz ahs are full of jc pple.
so yah.
i miss ahs.
i miss fourcee.
ah whatever.
kie i'm nuts.
supposed to be sleeping one
so yah right.
was jus wondering
whats the diff between a jc kid and a poly student.
nothing much la
yah -cross fingers-
izzit realli true a poly student will be much more independent den
a jc one.
dunnoe la.
why i bother man.
juz that stupid feeling la.
why didnt i choose to go poly.
coz ahs are full of jc pple.
so yah.
i miss ahs.
i miss fourcee.
ah whatever.
kie i'm nuts.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
12:54 AM
12:54 AM