Saturday, December 31, 2005
me and moi twin
our first pic wor.
now we look more proper. ;)
acting cute with our stars!!
take two
the standard drinks. very cool wor.photos from xmas day =)
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:36 PM
10:36 PM
kie before the year ends in like two more hours
i have decided to be thankful ;)
and list down a whole bunch of things that made me happy.
wahaha.
at least 2005 wont be a futile one ? =)
1. safety =) really.
for xmas day .
and the girl thanks at twin's house.
shujun aka twin. =) i love you for who you are yah =)
dun so stressed le girl talk some day.
audrey =) you ah .. dun tink liao la.
our big sister lol. juz stay happy ba.
though you cannot follow your emotions blindly la.
karling ;) love ya.
for being there always.
for tolerating me always.
haha. for treating me so nice. i love you for who you are la =)
tracie . dotz.
stupid woman. hate you man.
make me so pissed off today.
but yah tsktsk.
too bad you're part of safety so i still have to love you yah?
wahaha. shopping one of these days okie.
nai nai. you ah.. dun so diao le la..
later i fall in love with you wor.
muz go bugis street soon yah.
2. jason aka darling.
dunnoe la.
i thank GOD that i know you much more this year ba.
for being who you are.
for being there when i need that shelter.
you always seem troubled.
dunnoe how to help.
proper gathering with you and johnny and safety soon ba.
3. rotiboy peeps.
who made my days in rotiboy so fun-loving =)
love ya.
in my home town.. =) pw. josefina,laykee,uncle simon?? =p
those in tm. eleanor,johnny,mansor,shuhui,ben.peiqin,nur ain..
those in hq. mei.henry.timothy.angel.johnny.sally.
bugis.wei leh.xueqing.... blah blah blah
china sq. wee huat.kc.kh. and many many more
4. timothy lim rong hui.
still yet to forget you.
i still miss you.
i still love you.
i still rmb.
5. nanyang jc.
interesting yah? haha. but yah. i gonna to make use of it to get my degree.
hopefully successfully.
6. mr ng and louis.
for drilling some much things to me.
for letting me cry over so many things.
for understanding me so well ;)
7. fourcee.
still my fav class.
for the gathering.
we shld have chalet soon yah ..
8.my family. for standing by me always.
9. witch sister.
who shared so much with me.
hope to meet you soon.
i thank GOD for many many more.
still counting.
as a new year approaches.
my new year resoultion =)
love myself.
make myself happy.
study hard.
i have decided to be thankful ;)
and list down a whole bunch of things that made me happy.
wahaha.
at least 2005 wont be a futile one ? =)
1. safety =) really.
for xmas day .
and the girl thanks at twin's house.
shujun aka twin. =) i love you for who you are yah =)
dun so stressed le girl talk some day.
audrey =) you ah .. dun tink liao la.
our big sister lol. juz stay happy ba.
though you cannot follow your emotions blindly la.
karling ;) love ya.
for being there always.
for tolerating me always.
haha. for treating me so nice. i love you for who you are la =)
tracie . dotz.
stupid woman. hate you man.
make me so pissed off today.
but yah tsktsk.
too bad you're part of safety so i still have to love you yah?
wahaha. shopping one of these days okie.
nai nai. you ah.. dun so diao le la..
later i fall in love with you wor.
muz go bugis street soon yah.
2. jason aka darling.
dunnoe la.
i thank GOD that i know you much more this year ba.
for being who you are.
for being there when i need that shelter.
you always seem troubled.
dunnoe how to help.
proper gathering with you and johnny and safety soon ba.
3. rotiboy peeps.
who made my days in rotiboy so fun-loving =)
love ya.
in my home town.. =) pw. josefina,laykee,uncle simon?? =p
those in tm. eleanor,johnny,mansor,shuhui,ben.peiqin,nur ain..
those in hq. mei.henry.timothy.angel.johnny.sally.
bugis.wei leh.xueqing.... blah blah blah
china sq. wee huat.kc.kh. and many many more
4. timothy lim rong hui.
still yet to forget you.
i still miss you.
i still love you.
i still rmb.
5. nanyang jc.
interesting yah? haha. but yah. i gonna to make use of it to get my degree.
hopefully successfully.
6. mr ng and louis.
for drilling some much things to me.
for letting me cry over so many things.
for understanding me so well ;)
7. fourcee.
still my fav class.
for the gathering.
we shld have chalet soon yah ..
8.my family. for standing by me always.
9. witch sister.
who shared so much with me.
hope to meet you soon.
i thank GOD for many many more.
still counting.
as a new year approaches.
my new year resoultion =)
love myself.
make myself happy.
study hard.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:13 PM
10:13 PM
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
gee.
i realise i'm innocent at times.
where all i want is to be happy.
and i'm sian at times.
coz no one understands me.
i'm tired of explaining.
sometimes i wished i could juz disappear.
once and for all.
i'm tired of disappointing pple.
i'm tired to keep trying to put on a smile.
i juz wish i could enjoy this xmas.
but memories keep coming back.
i dunnoe.
i'm tired of holding on yet i can never let go.
i'm still confused at wad i want.
and yet the dreadful thing is coming soon.
where my bloodly sch is reopening.
hai.
its like another nightmare.
do you really understand how i feel?
aHhhhhh.
i dunnoe.
save me please.
i'm tired of. shedding tears.
coz i realise it wont mean anything to you.
i realise i'm innocent at times.
where all i want is to be happy.
and i'm sian at times.
coz no one understands me.
i'm tired of explaining.
sometimes i wished i could juz disappear.
once and for all.
i'm tired of disappointing pple.
i'm tired to keep trying to put on a smile.
i juz wish i could enjoy this xmas.
but memories keep coming back.
i dunnoe.
i'm tired of holding on yet i can never let go.
i'm still confused at wad i want.
and yet the dreadful thing is coming soon.
where my bloodly sch is reopening.
hai.
its like another nightmare.
do you really understand how i feel?
aHhhhhh.
i dunnoe.
save me please.
i'm tired of. shedding tears.
coz i realise it wont mean anything to you.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
11:56 AM
11:56 AM
Monday, December 19, 2005
hm.
kie i dont like the feeling at all
dunnoe wad feeling i'm having
but i dont feel relaxed at all.
i'm so tensed up.
everything like goin wrong.
my throat is hurting.
and the bread i'm eating it actualli hurts.
ah.
whatever man.
i need go xmas shopping.
and wahah.
at least i had retail therapy with mummy ydae.
i'm happy for one moment.
i'm tired of everything..
kie i dont like the feeling at all
dunnoe wad feeling i'm having
but i dont feel relaxed at all.
i'm so tensed up.
everything like goin wrong.
my throat is hurting.
and the bread i'm eating it actualli hurts.
ah.
whatever man.
i need go xmas shopping.
and wahah.
at least i had retail therapy with mummy ydae.
i'm happy for one moment.
i'm tired of everything..
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:29 AM
10:29 AM
Thursday, December 15, 2005
This is incredibly cute. It just made me smile.
.. when asked what is love..
"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bendover and paint her toe nails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too."
"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."
"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."
"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss"
"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."
"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."
"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."
"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."
"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Richard Gere."
"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."
"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."
"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you."
.. when asked what is love..
"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bendover and paint her toe nails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too."
"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."
"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."
"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss"
"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."
"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."
"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."
"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."
"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Richard Gere."
"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."
"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."
"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you."
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:20 AM
10:20 AM
wahaha. long while since i blog.
heh. =)
kie i'm tired.
okie la.
but at least i'm learning to let go.
learning to move on.
was walking thru places that you went before.
or put it such a way.
all the memories.
i could hold back tears =)
i love myself.
had a long talk with mr ng.
i miss him.
he was harsh though.
and he made me cry.
really badly.
but he made me feel fiona again.
wad do i really wanna?
i wanna a degree wor.
=)
realli still looking forward to my med degree.
but jc is a big hurdle for me.
can i make it?
i realli dunnoe.
-cross fingers-
i still miss you.
i know you wont come back.
heh. =)
kie i'm tired.
okie la.
but at least i'm learning to let go.
learning to move on.
was walking thru places that you went before.
or put it such a way.
all the memories.
i could hold back tears =)
i love myself.
had a long talk with mr ng.
i miss him.
he was harsh though.
and he made me cry.
really badly.
but he made me feel fiona again.
wad do i really wanna?
i wanna a degree wor.
=)
realli still looking forward to my med degree.
but jc is a big hurdle for me.
can i make it?
i realli dunnoe.
-cross fingers-
i still miss you.
i know you wont come back.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:04 AM
10:04 AM
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
yawnz..
i'm tired.
i'm sleepy..
but but.
i dunnoe.
i just keep working to numb myself.
i juz realise that i keep getting myself tired.
dunnoe for wad..
hai.
sigh.
i hate this work.
haha. wahaha.
i have feelings but i onli care for my own feelings.
interesting lol.
i juz want to be happy again.
-hugs
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:01 AM
10:01 AM
Saturday, December 03, 2005
muahaha.
i'm tryin to smile.
haha.
being second.
i guess i still learning to get use to it.
have you thot how i felt?
halo?
hai.
mebbie you'll know.
mebbie you wont.
i seriously doubt.
hai.
whatever.
i have feelings too.
i miss you too.
i want to see you.
i'm so emo.
i wanna to juz work my arse off.
i miss you.
i love da neos =)
--lemme be your guardian angel--
12:22 PM
12:22 PM