Monday, February 27, 2006
those words that i whispered into ur ear before u walked in. were not out of formality or just for the occasion or to make the moment feel perfect. i meant every of those 3 words.my understanding of love may still be inadequate, childish n maybe even warped. but as far as i know what every bit of the word means, i love u.
dats dedicated to that someone out there.
which i have yet to acknowledge so yah.
wahaha
i'm sad.
no actualli trying to be happy ba.
i dunnoe.
alot of things on my mind.
i juz keep thinking.
i sudden realize that its weird.
there's things that i rather keep in my heart and not say.
i dunnooe.
rahs.
i need sth or someone to cheer me up.
dats dedicated to that someone out there.
which i have yet to acknowledge so yah.
wahaha
i'm sad.
no actualli trying to be happy ba.
i dunnoe.
alot of things on my mind.
i juz keep thinking.
i sudden realize that its weird.
there's things that i rather keep in my heart and not say.
i dunnooe.
rahs.
i need sth or someone to cheer me up.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
7:01 PM
7:01 PM
Saturday, February 25, 2006
i miss taking photos.
i realise alot of things are out of my control.
i realise that i actualli miss you a lot.
i realise that you're still on my mind.
sigh i'm still falling deeper and deeper in love with you.
there are tonnes of things i never will learn how to explain.
i miss being happy.
i juz want to be myself.
dont change me.
can i learn to be the angel following you.
dont find elseone please.
gimme another chance i'm trying.
tmr is sis bdaE.
have yet to get any pressies though.
will see ba. oppz.
i need retail therapy.
badly.
i need more skirts.
to cheer me up.
i need help.
i realise alot of things are out of my control.
i realise that i actualli miss you a lot.
i realise that you're still on my mind.
sigh i'm still falling deeper and deeper in love with you.
there are tonnes of things i never will learn how to explain.
i miss being happy.
i juz want to be myself.
dont change me.
can i learn to be the angel following you.
dont find elseone please.
gimme another chance i'm trying.
tmr is sis bdaE.
have yet to get any pressies though.
will see ba. oppz.
i need retail therapy.
badly.
i need more skirts.
to cheer me up.
i need help.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
6:58 PM
6:58 PM
Monday, February 20, 2006
rahs.
i love this photo.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
8:19 PM
8:19 PM
hm.
nai nai.
i get wad you mean la.
safety will be there yah.
the old sm will be in our memories lol.
i miss those times when we stink 15 bus together.
i miss those times that we come to work one after another den punch in together.
i miss jason standing at the proofer and crossing his arms.
i miss those times.
i'm alright already le. ;)
safety gatherin on 13 and 14 yah?
gee.
certain things i will never learn to understand.
at times how i wish i was alone in overseas study.
at least i can stay anew.
am i lucky?
i realli dunnoe.
at least i thank GOD that
i need not worry much abt alot of things.
some things onli some pple do den got impact one.
its different.
i dunnoe why.
there are questions that i'm curious.
but i realli dun dare to ask?
coz i'm afraid of hearing those answers.
nai nai.
i get wad you mean la.
safety will be there yah.
the old sm will be in our memories lol.
i miss those times when we stink 15 bus together.
i miss those times that we come to work one after another den punch in together.
i miss jason standing at the proofer and crossing his arms.
i miss those times.
i'm alright already le. ;)
safety gatherin on 13 and 14 yah?
gee.
certain things i will never learn to understand.
at times how i wish i was alone in overseas study.
at least i can stay anew.
am i lucky?
i realli dunnoe.
at least i thank GOD that
i need not worry much abt alot of things.
some things onli some pple do den got impact one.
its different.
i dunnoe why.
there are questions that i'm curious.
but i realli dun dare to ask?
coz i'm afraid of hearing those answers.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
7:31 PM
7:31 PM
Saturday, February 18, 2006
everything is gone.
poof.
in one day.
no actualli is less than that.
one phone call and we starting moving.
den within four hours.
wad can be moved is moved already.
no warning.
like twin say,
i feel really empty.
i really dunnoe.
sigh.
whatever.
everything is gone.
would wad i treasure be gone to?
i dunno.
someone make me feel convinced.
i'm not okay.
spare me some time of your ears please.
ah.
my thighs hurt.
kie is becoz of fri de pe.
ah. i hate that exercise lol.
i now walk like i got piles?
izzit liddat spell one.
oppz.
i dunnoe.
i hate walking now.
its hurting.
i went k juz now.
felt much better.
enjoyed myself.
i shall not think.
i need that someone.
poof.
in one day.
no actualli is less than that.
one phone call and we starting moving.
den within four hours.
wad can be moved is moved already.
no warning.
like twin say,
i feel really empty.
i really dunnoe.
sigh.
whatever.
everything is gone.
would wad i treasure be gone to?
i dunno.
someone make me feel convinced.
i'm not okay.
spare me some time of your ears please.
ah.
my thighs hurt.
kie is becoz of fri de pe.
ah. i hate that exercise lol.
i now walk like i got piles?
izzit liddat spell one.
oppz.
i dunnoe.
i hate walking now.
its hurting.
i went k juz now.
felt much better.
enjoyed myself.
i shall not think.
i need that someone.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:34 PM
10:34 PM
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
happy vdae pple.
kie its belated but its okay.
i'm hyper.
wahaha
;)
so fun.
i'm starting to like nanyang.
nah its juz the spirit in there lol
everyone juz keep giving pressies.
its fun though.
rahs.
wahaha.
i'm enjoyed myself.
thanks to those who made this day special in one while or another yah.
i mizz fourcee.
carol.wt.nel.van.
meet up soon kie.
photos soon.
kie its belated but its okay.
i'm hyper.
wahaha
;)
so fun.
i'm starting to like nanyang.
nah its juz the spirit in there lol
everyone juz keep giving pressies.
its fun though.
rahs.
wahaha.
i'm enjoyed myself.
thanks to those who made this day special in one while or another yah.
i mizz fourcee.
carol.wt.nel.van.
meet up soon kie.
photos soon.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
7:57 PM
7:57 PM
Sunday, February 12, 2006
sigh
i mm in a confused mood.
i still hate sch.
whee.
what the hell am i doin?
making myself unhappy.
does anyone know.
rahs.
i juz wan to study finish get into uni.
i hope will be much happier.
hopefully.
i hate departures.
i hate new beginnings.
will anyone understand wad i'm feeling inside?
rahs. sigh.
i mm in a confused mood.
i still hate sch.
whee.
what the hell am i doin?
making myself unhappy.
does anyone know.
rahs.
i juz wan to study finish get into uni.
i hope will be much happier.
hopefully.
i hate departures.
i hate new beginnings.
will anyone understand wad i'm feeling inside?
rahs. sigh.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
8:58 PM
8:58 PM
Thursday, February 09, 2006
kie.
i made my decision le.
to stay in jc.
study my arse off.
and get into nUs.
taking?
i dunnoe.
shiittt.
oppz.
goin t0 have my studying life back.
no more rotiboy.
wahaha.
happy or sad?
i got no feelings leh.
seeing all of them close down.
i'm getting immuned.
nah.
heck.
safety. darling.
will still be with me!
-cross fingers-
and i'mm getting my life back on track.
moreee cell. ;)
more fellowship.
i miss gen 5.1
i need my life back.
i'm happy.
had a lonnngg talk with darling.
i'mm starting to understand stuff.
letting go prepares you for new challenges.
memories are meant to be hold on.
its not the place that matters
but everyone who stepped in and
made a difference.
my contact broke.
oppz.
haha coz my eye too dryy..
Ahh. this is bad.
but its okay.
i have my supply.
wahaha.
and i'm putting lots and lots of weight! NO.
i cant.
shit. this is bad.
after cny.
after one year with no pe.
i need to exercise.
swimming this weekend.
klunch with jia ma? wahahaha
i mm gonna love myself.
i want to be in control of my own life.
i made my decision le.
to stay in jc.
study my arse off.
and get into nUs.
taking?
i dunnoe.
shiittt.
oppz.
goin t0 have my studying life back.
no more rotiboy.
wahaha.
happy or sad?
i got no feelings leh.
seeing all of them close down.
i'm getting immuned.
nah.
heck.
safety. darling.
will still be with me!
-cross fingers-
and i'mm getting my life back on track.
moreee cell. ;)
more fellowship.
i miss gen 5.1
i need my life back.
i'm happy.
had a lonnngg talk with darling.
i'mm starting to understand stuff.
letting go prepares you for new challenges.
memories are meant to be hold on.
its not the place that matters
but everyone who stepped in and
made a difference.
my contact broke.
oppz.
haha coz my eye too dryy..
Ahh. this is bad.
but its okay.
i have my supply.
wahaha.
and i'm putting lots and lots of weight! NO.
i cant.
shit. this is bad.
after cny.
after one year with no pe.
i need to exercise.
swimming this weekend.
klunch with jia ma? wahahaha
i mm gonna love myself.
i want to be in control of my own life.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
5:32 PM
5:32 PM
Monday, February 06, 2006
yawns
wahahah.
i'm in the library using the sch comp lol.
kie sch's boring lol.
dunnoe la.
whatever.
wahahah.
i'm in the library using the sch comp lol.
kie sch's boring lol.
dunnoe la.
whatever.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
12:01 PM
12:01 PM