Monday, April 30, 2007
i happen to chance upon a blog.
and i found a link.
sth really disturbing.
i'm starting to wonder about my christian walk.
my priorities.
its definitely back to cell this sat.
and i need to face my fears.
and i better do.
because the last days are coming.
i so miss my church friends.
oh my oh my.
lunch this friday with my dearest zone leader!
and dinner with my shepherd and chen yi next week.
i got to get my walk back by my faith.
its time for a change.
and i found a link.
sth really disturbing.
i'm starting to wonder about my christian walk.
my priorities.
its definitely back to cell this sat.
and i need to face my fears.
and i better do.
because the last days are coming.
i so miss my church friends.
oh my oh my.
lunch this friday with my dearest zone leader!
and dinner with my shepherd and chen yi next week.
i got to get my walk back by my faith.
its time for a change.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
2:19 PM
2:19 PM
oh crap.
sigh.
i totally hate wad im feeling.
no news from the uni at all.
the application status for nus states application processing.
wad if wad if.
my imagination is running wild.
ahhh. i need an acceptance letter please.
save me.
sigh.
i totally hate wad im feeling.
no news from the uni at all.
the application status for nus states application processing.
wad if wad if.
my imagination is running wild.
ahhh. i need an acceptance letter please.
save me.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:52 AM
10:52 AM
Friday, April 27, 2007
i wanted to blog. but i dunnoe wad to write.
jia ma is back! :)) dun stress okie.
jia you jia you.
mummy bringing me shopping later.
one more week to SAT.
two more week to final theory.
and half a month more to hk trip. :)
boohoo. i cannot go church camp.
sigh. never mind anyway.
why does certain things seem so hard to be said out?
i stammer and hesitate the moment. sigh.
my walk seem so hard. so tough.
jia ma is back! :)) dun stress okie.
jia you jia you.
mummy bringing me shopping later.
one more week to SAT.
two more week to final theory.
and half a month more to hk trip. :)
boohoo. i cannot go church camp.
sigh. never mind anyway.
why does certain things seem so hard to be said out?
i stammer and hesitate the moment. sigh.
my walk seem so hard. so tough.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
11:00 AM
11:00 AM
Thursday, April 26, 2007
smiles.
its been a long while since im actualli so happy already.
heh :)
nothing special no worries.
its just me! HAHA.
van you should know the reason.
HAHA. tag if you ever see this leh
pretty please
its been a long while since im actualli so happy already.
heh :)
nothing special no worries.
its just me! HAHA.
van you should know the reason.
HAHA. tag if you ever see this leh
pretty please
--lemme be your guardian angel--
9:12 AM
9:12 AM
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
i tink i screwed today's lesson up sigh
my turning like so not stable..
ahhhh. i feel like i let my instructor down.
and im goin for holiday soon. never mind.
im happy yah :)))
maybe some day my little wish will happen
my turning like so not stable..
ahhhh. i feel like i let my instructor down.
and im goin for holiday soon. never mind.
im happy yah :)))
maybe some day my little wish will happen
--lemme be your guardian angel--
9:51 PM
9:51 PM
im bored at work.
like totally.
prolly becos im on half day leave.
and my mood is HIGH. haha.
work is like moving so damn slow la.
but im happy here.
wahahha. never mind.
looking forward to driving later !
wahahha. i want my license soon.
-grins :0
like totally.
prolly becos im on half day leave.
and my mood is HIGH. haha.
work is like moving so damn slow la.
but im happy here.
wahahha. never mind.
looking forward to driving later !
wahahha. i want my license soon.
-grins :0
--lemme be your guardian angel--
11:02 AM
11:02 AM
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
i tink im in love!
HA. back to SAT.
-grins
HA. back to SAT.
-grins
--lemme be your guardian angel--
11:30 PM
11:30 PM
im a happy girl.
that sms made my day :)
i hope this stays. heh.
no more worries about uni application.
no need fend about scholarship.
i shall commit everything into GOD's hands.
i need to get my life back on track.
no more emo already.
and solve things. get my focus back in life.
thanks vanessa. heh
that sms made my day :)
i hope this stays. heh.
no more worries about uni application.
no need fend about scholarship.
i shall commit everything into GOD's hands.
i need to get my life back on track.
no more emo already.
and solve things. get my focus back in life.
thanks vanessa. heh
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:53 AM
10:53 AM
Monday, April 23, 2007
happy birthday shepard ! :)
haha. i just realised how happy i was in the past.
that i grew up so much.
and have been asking for much different things in life already.
im so confused. but yah.
its reality check.
it sucks. totally. and i hate it.
yes wads the point of working so hard.
onli to find out you screw up one portion and it pulled it all down.
yes wads the use of bawling over and over again.
im so in need of a hug, a pat on my head.
some assurance. some words. yes girl i know you are tired.
i never want to let my parents know wad im feeling within.
i just dun want them to worry. really. sigh.
haha. i just realised how happy i was in the past.
that i grew up so much.
and have been asking for much different things in life already.
im so confused. but yah.
its reality check.
it sucks. totally. and i hate it.
yes wads the point of working so hard.
onli to find out you screw up one portion and it pulled it all down.
yes wads the use of bawling over and over again.
im so in need of a hug, a pat on my head.
some assurance. some words. yes girl i know you are tired.
i never want to let my parents know wad im feeling within.
i just dun want them to worry. really. sigh.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
11:53 AM
11:53 AM
Thursday, April 19, 2007
i feel so incomplete
so insecure.
daddy jesus where are you.
i want to honour your name once again.
i need to learn how to crawl before walking.
i need to stand and fight the race.
yes. thats my call.
i totally need that extra shoulder to cry on.
i feel like bawling
oh crap. why no phone calls.
i want interviews pleaseee.
sigh.
so insecure.
daddy jesus where are you.
i want to honour your name once again.
i need to learn how to crawl before walking.
i need to stand and fight the race.
yes. thats my call.
i totally need that extra shoulder to cry on.
i feel like bawling
oh crap. why no phone calls.
i want interviews pleaseee.
sigh.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
11:15 PM
11:15 PM
im uber excited for everything.
i hate those cramps though.
woo. im a demure girl o.O
i hate those cramps though.
woo. im a demure girl o.O
--lemme be your guardian angel--
1:14 PM
1:14 PM
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
edited.
i just wanted to be emo.
myself.
i just wanted to be emo.
myself.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
9:22 AM
9:22 AM
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
im glad i apologise to her.
i still love my mum :)
i always do.
i still love my mum :)
i always do.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:57 AM
10:57 AM
i kinda of screamed at her ydae night.
i dunnoe wad was i doing.
but i needed to let things out.
i just didnt like wad i had now.
all those burdens.
i broke down badly.
thank god for eye cream.
interview was so-so.
though i kinda of lost my voice and almost broke down.
i dunno wad went wrong.
or since when i became like so emo.
but anyway. i dunoe wad the result will be.
so yah. shall just hope for the best.
thanks mr ng for being there.
i like his msg :)
seriously doubt he will see this anyway
i feel much better today. -cross fingers
i need my dosage of happiness.
i dunnoe wad was i doing.
but i needed to let things out.
i just didnt like wad i had now.
all those burdens.
i broke down badly.
thank god for eye cream.
interview was so-so.
though i kinda of lost my voice and almost broke down.
i dunno wad went wrong.
or since when i became like so emo.
but anyway. i dunoe wad the result will be.
so yah. shall just hope for the best.
thanks mr ng for being there.
i like his msg :)
seriously doubt he will see this anyway
i feel much better today. -cross fingers
i need my dosage of happiness.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
9:25 AM
9:25 AM
Monday, April 16, 2007
i have my scholarship interview later.
i hope i dun screw it up.
i need my voice soon as well.
sigh.
oh chalet was fun :)
i miss those girls.
i hope i dun screw it up.
i need my voice soon as well.
sigh.
oh chalet was fun :)
i miss those girls.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:13 AM
10:13 AM
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
i feel like having mac tonight. -beams.
and i miss marche.
and ikea meatballs.
shall try convince wen and ally tmr. HAHA
tmr formal wear again.
i hope i learn sth. o.O
and i miss marche.
and ikea meatballs.
shall try convince wen and ally tmr. HAHA
tmr formal wear again.
i hope i learn sth. o.O
--lemme be your guardian angel--
2:40 PM
2:40 PM
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
whee.
im a happy girl! :)
i got my coach mini skinny. its pink anyway.
but i like wahahah.
there's so much to look forward to.
safety chalet.
SAT
final theory test
hk trip.
korea trip.
ooo. and uni. -cross fingers. i hope i get in.
back to cell soon! yipee.
and of course more practical lessons please.
i want my license and car soon. HAHA.
trust GOD :)
i want to honour my saviour.
im a happy girl! :)
i got my coach mini skinny. its pink anyway.
but i like wahahah.
there's so much to look forward to.
safety chalet.
SAT
final theory test
hk trip.
korea trip.
ooo. and uni. -cross fingers. i hope i get in.
back to cell soon! yipee.
and of course more practical lessons please.
i want my license and car soon. HAHA.
trust GOD :)
i want to honour my saviour.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:04 AM
10:04 AM
Monday, April 09, 2007
i got my new slippers yay.
shall wear to chalet.
its green yeaps. and flowers. but i like.
wahahhaha.
i need new heels. and pumps. and slip ons.
ahh. and im broke. mummy bring me go shopping please.
yays. chalet this weekend.
i miss my shorts and slacking.
i was thinking through.
dun be so sweet.
i'm afraid im falling in love with you.
shall wear to chalet.
its green yeaps. and flowers. but i like.
wahahhaha.
i need new heels. and pumps. and slip ons.
ahh. and im broke. mummy bring me go shopping please.
yays. chalet this weekend.
i miss my shorts and slacking.
i was thinking through.
dun be so sweet.
i'm afraid im falling in love with you.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
2:55 PM
2:55 PM
Friday, April 06, 2007
hm.
i tink i screw up my smu interview .
ah crap. hai. i dunno how also.
hm but im shortlisted for the ocbc scholarship interview.
16 april. so scary. i need to read up more. i need more than just twenty four hours man.
i tink i screw up my smu interview .
ah crap. hai. i dunno how also.
hm but im shortlisted for the ocbc scholarship interview.
16 april. so scary. i need to read up more. i need more than just twenty four hours man.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
2:22 PM
2:22 PM
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
im tinking of giving tuition :)
any deals my friends.
i like primary school kids. :))
any deals my friends.
i like primary school kids. :))
--lemme be your guardian angel--
12:41 PM
12:41 PM
Monday, April 02, 2007
OMG.
i got to lunch with my shuai ge lao ban
wahahahha. :))
im a happy girl.
i got to lunch with my shuai ge lao ban
wahahahha. :))
im a happy girl.
--lemme be your guardian angel--
1:28 PM
1:28 PM