Saturday, June 30, 2007

i just realised i have driving lessons all the way from
sunday to tuesday.my instructor booked everything o.O
OMG.
and and my calves muscles hurt badly.
becos of the run this morning.
this is bad.
on second thought.im a happy girl
new dress is here! thanks van
i got my tee (:
and heard from cat my polo are here too.
yay!
i have new clothes again. o.O
no more spending this month please.
i want my driving license.
HAHA.
i dunnoe why i actually have such a thought.
i know its totally wrong.
sorry.

--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:01 PM

i got into NUS
project facilities management! (:
im damn happy. seriously

--lemme be your guardian angel--
12:26 AM

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

okie. interview was fine.
i know i wont go ntu. but its nice knowing prof kwok.
long story HAHA.
anyway. i will not blog this up cos its too private yeps.
nus called me! (:
but but. they ask why i no project work so quite sad case la.
i dunnoe how to. never mind. will see how things go.
boohoo. im still stuck whether to quit or not la.
im tired.
i just wanted to rest.
i know why i like korea so much.
its just mere becos no one knows me there.
i just love snuggling in the my own world.

--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:52 AM

Monday, June 25, 2007

hm.
i goin for interviews tmr.
please let me get in.
sigh.
maybe theres a chance.
i know theres hope.
i holding on to that child like faith.
thank you jesus (:
oh and i miss being me.
is there really sorrow and trouble in my eyes?

--lemme be your guardian angel--
3:40 PM

Saturday, June 23, 2007

im back from korea!
woohoo!
(: i totally enjoyed myself.
i so loved the tour group and the guide hahahha
i almost teared when leaving korea.
oh my oh my.
the photos are not loaded.
and i took like 570 plus.
its time for scrapbook now.
both for korea and hong kong.
fiona lazy girl please start doin lol.
why is my uni outcome so long.
shrugs

--lemme be your guardian angel--
2:22 PM

Friday, June 15, 2007

religious differences spoil one friendship.
i hope it doesnt do the rest.
seriously :(
on a lighter note,
ntu called me! OMG.
im starting to suspect the other number is from nus.
oh shit. i cannot seem to get through the other number .

--lemme be your guardian angel--
9:09 AM

Thursday, June 14, 2007

i used to have this habit of not picking up unknown numbers.
but im glad i kicked that already. HAHA.
cos i just recieved an un-known.
thud. i seriously thot nus or ntu called me to say hi ms koo. you have been accepted.
nah. its not. but im still happy (:
sim called me up for interview! okie this is dumb,
i actually chose to study a course that needs interview one.
ah. i so dread interviews but never mind (:
im glad. i hope this goes through. den maybe i'll have more choices i hope.
-cross fingers.
but its after my trip la. so for now lets enjoy! wahahah
i got my blouse! MY BLOUSE! THE FILLY ONE!
haha like its finally here lol. (: and im bringing to korea. uh-oh.
woo.hoo. im hungry! im looking forward to lunchy!

--lemme be your guardian angel--
10:37 AM

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

hahaha.my younger sister was saying ydae night
that we had yet to go shopping during the great singapore sale.
and i just realised that besides shopping at hong kong.
i bought the following online.
2 tees.
1 blouse.
1 polo.
and i just order another dress. and also my shades from forever 21
so much for not having the time to shop during GSS.
interesting.
online shopping is addictive.

--lemme be your guardian angel--
9:29 AM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

i feel weird. church pple are not in sg.
they went msia! for church camp.
how i wish i agree and bunk in with the girls.
but never mind. daddy wont allow cos im flying on friday.
and church camp will only ends on friday morning.
woohoo.
so im stuck in office facing the com.
actualli not quite stuck la. (:
im not waiting for my sup to come and check my work.
so yep. im blogging.
just when i thot i lost the energy to blog.
its back again. never mind.
ah. shit. uni is not done.
i so hate waiting can.
mebbie i should stop studying for one year.
and work. den i can get my car! wahahah (:
dream on. daddy will never allow.
i need a reply.
lets hope and pray my appeal went through.
oh i quite surprised that office pple cared (:
seriously. i doubt they will see this anyway.
but yep really heart warming though.
back to work.

--lemme be your guardian angel--
3:11 PM

Monday, June 11, 2007

i realise though im turning 19 this year.
a few more months down the road.
i dun feel like im growing up
or should i say i just want to be that little child.
no need fretting on matching the right clothes or looking good to feel good.
no need to think of wad exactly my future holds or what im looking for.
i always wanted to carry off a nice beach dress.
and bikinis. i guess that never happens.
im born like that (:
how i wish i was thinner. much thinner.
no flabby arms.
no fat thighs.
better complexion. much better.
i never blame my parents for giving me wad i have. (:
i always love them. and i will of course myself.
im unique in God's eyes i totally agree.
i guess everyone wanted to be that perfect one.
i dunnoe. i was brought up really differently.
i never really had playful childhood cos daddy insists on us doing well even when from young.
i thank God for that gesture of his.
otherwise. i will never get to attend good schools.
beside my uni which is like left hanging.
i did had good education.
most importantly i did treasure it (:
and i thank God for my character cos i made good friends (:
a rather random post.
its amazing how working actually sets your imagination running wild.
when indeed i do have stuff i need to complete by today.
i dun want to be that fiona anymore.
teach me. how am i supposed to let you know of my existence.

--lemme be your guardian angel--
5:15 PM

i suddenly wish i could get out of the country now.
period.
im living in denial.

--lemme be your guardian angel--
3:50 PM

i feel empty.
seriously.
but i dunnoe why.
uni application done. (:
back on track already.
goin korea soon.
but i dun feel excited.
i dunnoe wads is wrong lol.
i realise i want to go church camp.
i want to slack.
i might be a slacker in july. HAHA.
will see.

--lemme be your guardian angel--
9:19 AM

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

i dun like what im feeling.
the feeling over and over again.
sigh.

--lemme be your guardian angel--
11:00 PM

Sunday, June 03, 2007

red and swollen eyes again
im so bottled up sigh.
can someone sense my disappointment

--lemme be your guardian angel--
11:17 PM

Friday, June 01, 2007

im starting to dread waking up
becos i'm being forced to face reality.
i like darkness much more

--lemme be your guardian angel--
11:25 AM

sigh
i seriously dunnoe what went wrong.
i dunno where did i screw up.
i did studied hard.
i want my university
but i got rejected straight all.
im not okay.
but thanks to those showed concern (:
tracie.
karling.
twin.
darling.
jia ma.
xiwen.
ally.
my dearest van (:
yiyang.
eunice.
shepherd.
and so many more.
i really felt so loved after these few days.
i guess i need time to walk out of this.
appealling in progress but i dunnoe how things will go.
looking at private universities as well.
and that.
i decided to give it a shot.
i dunnoe. will see how things go.
i need God's strength to walk on.
what's my calling. sigh

--lemme be your guardian angel--
9:34 AM

Myself & I

    fiona!.
    child of GOD.
    seven november.
    legally eighteen.
    nus projects!

Loves

jesus! (:
family.
generations.

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